8th Feb 2009

Arh... Today wake up late. Today we meet 7.30am at Toa Payoh Interchange to go tian guo for xin chun tuan bai. I wake up at 7.00am. Than I quickly iron my shirt and go to interchange and redrawn $$ .. Actually I dun feel like eating today. Now I really have money problems. I want to lend money from my aunty yesterday and she said she don't have enough money. When I lend her I didn't said anything. She always lend from me and never me. I need money for my Student Senimar Fees. Than I try to lend from friends. Lucky I manage too. This year our QSN XCTB was very fun. I really touch when see the video from video group of tian guo fo tang. This year is the 15th Year of our QSNB. I saw the past video. I was touch and I almost cried. We sing Qing Shao Nian zi ge as well. Remember last year sing this song during "C" Camp. I was very happy. Really LMCB. All the DCS and ZC teach me until now as a "C" Group JDY. I really happy last time Xue Tz, Gui Long and Hui Ling teach a lot and others JDY and bring me this jounery. Today also see Biao Yi Zhu peform I was very happy and sad too because I want to join as a BYZ memeber but I can't. Too Busy.After lao yu sheng. I went to work and today I very busy I keep staying inside the English Department Storeroom and call customer for their Twilight Seiries books. Very tired today. I called some of them and they did not pick up the phone calls and make me feel very angry. Today Leong and Jing on MC only left crystal one HOD. Even her dinner time also come out for exchange. At dinner time Elijah and Chao Jun eat and drinks but I see them buy I dare not buy. When rain they went to office eat and I went to packet Vergetarian chicken rice and I went to office and join them. I talk to Elijah about quitting of SC. But he keep telling me not to quit. But I really don't know I can stay how long. Everything like shit in SC. About to close and I stand at the door. Today I do the door. Boring. Sandy wait for Elijah and Chao Jun at popular outside. Eljah and Chao Jun today sweep floor very fast and they want to wait for me and I tell them go off. But they at downstair wait for me. But I said I need to go. Sandy call me and tell me not to quit I think she heard from Elijah about me. I don't know what to do?? I really can't take it anymore..