Thursday, February 26, 2009

26th Feb 2009

Today early in the morning I went to Tampines ITE for the Maclcca Trip briefing, the briefing make me nervous because I scared no time to go back to school. After the breifing I faster go back to my own Campus for the Ex-Co meeting. 12.30pm I reach back campus no time to eat and I prepare Agenda and prints out and set up properly for the Ex-Co for the Meeting. I serisouly very tried. At the meeting I heard of things. I really fell like throw all my things down and ruin out I very stress!! I now don't dare to face all the people around me. Sometimes really drive me crazy. After the Ex-Co meeting still got GM. I damn tired and stressup. I still having lesson after the GM. Its really tired. I keep thinking am I a good leader and why the Treasure my must always do the oppsite way that I said. My President always want to listen to him. I said its already standard by the Central Committee and they said they still want to ask so much...
I really really sick and tired. Today meeting I really fell like throw all the things and let them conduct the meeting. I will never set a meeting again.. Lots of people tell me that I not a good leader. I find that I am really not a good leader..

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