Today early in the morning I went to Tampines ITE for the Maclcca Trip briefing, the briefing make me nervous because I scared no time to go back to school. After the breifing I faster go back to my own Campus for the Ex-Co meeting. 12.30pm I reach back campus no time to eat and I prepare Agenda and prints out and set up properly for the Ex-Co for the Meeting. I serisouly very tried. At the meeting I heard of things. I really fell like throw all my things down and ruin out I very stress!! I now don't dare to face all the people around me. Sometimes really drive me crazy. After the Ex-Co meeting still got GM. I damn tired and stressup. I still having lesson after the GM. Its really tired. I keep thinking am I a good leader and why the Treasure my must always do the oppsite way that I said. My President always want to listen to him. I said its already standard by the Central Committee and they said they still want to ask so much...
I really really sick and tired. Today meeting I really fell like throw all the things and let them conduct the meeting. I will never set a meeting again.. Lots of people tell me that I not a good leader. I find that I am really not a good leader..
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
23rd Feb 2009
Morning actually I wake up a bit early but I still late for school lesson. But lucky Wee Liang also late. He ask teacher to mark our attendance present instead late. Hahahahahahaha.. Ms Bu lesson today also got a bit early end. After school wee liang, de ming they all come to student hub look for me. Still got what things to say. Play CS only. Haiz. They play CS I went to office and put the agenda for this thursday meeting for ex-co and general meeting. Busy.. Last friday I went for College Central meeting a lot of things need to tell members before I go to malacca this friday. I know sure there will be some of them will complain. But what can I do? Only I went down for the meeting and I have to tell all of them by this week. If not is too late for them.
After that I went to plan what to say and type for the details for my meeting.
I went home, I wash clothes and plan the things and I need to type the things out. I didnt hang up the clothes. My aunty wake up and scold me. She said if I dont do things she will not give me go to the Malacca trip this friday. I need to do so much thing at one time. Whenever people want to force me to do something I more hate to do. I am a human too, I am not a dog. Whatever they all tell me do something I must do. But whenever I ask them help me. Do they help me? they did not. My cousin come back just use the computer and do nothing and I my aunty didnt say anything. They only will say my cousin working very tired and they cant do so much thing. But when they even not working also the same. Thats why I don't like so early go home. This is the reason why.. I hate giving me so many different of excuse that why should I do so much. When I want to lend money from my aunty she don't lend me and said she dun have. But when she need money from me than I lend her never return.
Really make it hate it sia. I really sick and tried of it already.
After that I went to plan what to say and type for the details for my meeting.
I went home, I wash clothes and plan the things and I need to type the things out. I didnt hang up the clothes. My aunty wake up and scold me. She said if I dont do things she will not give me go to the Malacca trip this friday. I need to do so much thing at one time. Whenever people want to force me to do something I more hate to do. I am a human too, I am not a dog. Whatever they all tell me do something I must do. But whenever I ask them help me. Do they help me? they did not. My cousin come back just use the computer and do nothing and I my aunty didnt say anything. They only will say my cousin working very tired and they cant do so much thing. But when they even not working also the same. Thats why I don't like so early go home. This is the reason why.. I hate giving me so many different of excuse that why should I do so much. When I want to lend money from my aunty she don't lend me and said she dun have. But when she need money from me than I lend her never return.
Really make it hate it sia. I really sick and tried of it already.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
21st Feb 2009
Today was a very busy day. Morning wake up and help out at the old folks home and than I went to eat with aunty and they talk a lot until I late for one workshop at Tian Hui today. Chen tz drive me to a bustop and I want to wait for my bus but was damn late already. So I went
to take cab to Tian Hui instead. The traffic really jamp until cant go through lucky the taxi uncle change another way to go. I reach Tian Hui late for around 10mins but they still not yet start. Lucky.. Haiz..
When I come back I try to talk to my aunty about I want to change my phone to line and she refuse to give me.
to take cab to Tian Hui instead. The traffic really jamp until cant go through lucky the taxi uncle change another way to go. I reach Tian Hui late for around 10mins but they still not yet start. Lucky.. Haiz..
When I come back I try to talk to my aunty about I want to change my phone to line and she refuse to give me.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
8th Feb 2009
Arh... Today wake up late. Today we meet 7.30am at Toa Payoh Interchange to go tian guo for xin chun tuan bai. I wake up at 7.00am. Than I quickly iron my shirt and go to interchange and redrawn $$ .. Actually I dun feel like eating today. Now I really have money problems. I want to lend money from my aunty yesterday and she said she don't have enough money. When I lend her I didn't said anything. She always lend from me and never me. I need money for my Student Senimar Fees. Than I try to lend from friends. Lucky I manage too. This year our QSN XCTB was very fun. I really touch when see the video from video group of tian guo fo tang. This year is the 15th Year of our QSNB. I saw the past video. I was touch and I almost cried. We sing Qing Shao Nian zi ge as well. Remember last year sing this song during "C" Camp. I was very happy. Really LMCB. All the DCS and ZC teach me until now as a "C" Group JDY. I really happy last time Xue Tz, Gui Long and Hui Ling teach a lot and others JDY and bring me this jounery. Today also see Biao Yi Zhu peform I was very happy and sad too because I want to join as a BYZ memeber but I can't. Too Busy.After lao yu sheng. I went to work and today I very busy I keep staying inside the English Department Storeroom and call customer for their Twilight Seiries books. Very tired today. I called some of them and they did not pick up the phone calls and make me feel very angry. Today Leong and Jing on MC only left crystal one HOD. Even her dinner time also come out for exchange. At dinner time Elijah and Chao Jun eat and drinks but I see them buy I dare not buy. When rain they went to office eat and I went to packet Vergetarian chicken rice and I went to office and join them. I talk to Elijah about quitting of SC. But he keep telling me not to quit. But I really don't know I can stay how long. Everything like shit in SC. About to close and I stand at the door. Today I do the door. Boring. Sandy wait for Elijah and Chao Jun at popular outside. Eljah and Chao Jun today sweep floor very fast and they want to wait for me and I tell them go off. But they at downstair wait for me. But I said I need to go. Sandy call me and tell me not to quit I think she heard from Elijah about me. I don't know what to do?? I really can't take it anymore..
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
3rd Feb 2009
Today I wake up and I went to school. When I reach school some of our SC member came to me and ask me for leave form so I wrote for them. After I wrote for them I went to office and tske leave form and give Mr.Babu and after I give it to him I back home and take my IF textbook and went to Toa Payoh Interchange meet my aunty to renew my passport. After I renew my passport I went to eat with my aunty at KouFu Foodcourt. After I eat I went back to school and Ms Bu just start to teach next lesson. I finish her work and let her see and I tell her yesterday work I tomorow than I do. She said is ok and I a bit happy. After the lesson I meet Shawn to eat and come back to school to dicuss project. When eating I sms Elijah and I ask him what happen if a campus do not have a Vice-President? After he repiled me and I think I want to quit SC. I very tired in SC because I find that there are a lot of the Ex-Co made me sick and tired. All the Jan In-take still ok but the April In-Take Ex-Co they really didn't do their job.
For the President I have nothing to said.
The Secatary have do her job but she didn't update the Attendance for every event and meeting in the office computer.
For the treasure I have been waiting for their yearly proposal budgeting but up to now I didn't recieve their proposal and tell them to get the $$ from the previous treasure and didn't take yet.
The main treasure the worse. After last year I promote to VP and have the 1st Ex-Co meeting he tell everyone that even he wasn't the VP and he can behave like a VP. What does this show??? Is it mean I can't do it. He want to take over my position?? I don't mind if want it. Is really irritating. Everybody like have to listen to him. Whenever he tell my Chairman do something and my other Ex-Co do something I really don't know about it.
The Chairman of Student Well-Being at first I see is OK. Now from Bad to worse.
That day when 2nd Feb 2009. There is an event. He wear rings and I tell him to take off. He refuse to. he said cant take out. Than its OK for them. After event more worse as a ex-co he put on so many rings. He told me that our Teacher-In-Charge allow him to wear. I said our teacher don't know about it. Now from bad to worse.
Chairman of House - Few days ago he told so of the ex-co that there is one person going to promote to DY Sectary the person just join only. If teacher allow I will disagree with it. He just join not long ago and now want to promote. Must wait long long.
Chairman of CCA & Enrichment - He is ok. He had done his duty well.
Chairman of Project - Even some time he like to complain but can see he is doing his duty.
Chairman of Publicity and Communication - She had do her job. I really had nothing to said about it.
Thats all I have to siad about my Ex-Co.
Now a days our student hub using computer never write in the file and SC Member using computer during Student Hub opening hours and play games.
Now Student Council going to die soon.
:(
I don't care anymore.
I going to quit.
:(
For the President I have nothing to said.
The Secatary have do her job but she didn't update the Attendance for every event and meeting in the office computer.
For the treasure I have been waiting for their yearly proposal budgeting but up to now I didn't recieve their proposal and tell them to get the $$ from the previous treasure and didn't take yet.
The main treasure the worse. After last year I promote to VP and have the 1st Ex-Co meeting he tell everyone that even he wasn't the VP and he can behave like a VP. What does this show??? Is it mean I can't do it. He want to take over my position?? I don't mind if want it. Is really irritating. Everybody like have to listen to him. Whenever he tell my Chairman do something and my other Ex-Co do something I really don't know about it.
The Chairman of Student Well-Being at first I see is OK. Now from Bad to worse.
That day when 2nd Feb 2009. There is an event. He wear rings and I tell him to take off. He refuse to. he said cant take out. Than its OK for them. After event more worse as a ex-co he put on so many rings. He told me that our Teacher-In-Charge allow him to wear. I said our teacher don't know about it. Now from bad to worse.
Chairman of House - Few days ago he told so of the ex-co that there is one person going to promote to DY Sectary the person just join only. If teacher allow I will disagree with it. He just join not long ago and now want to promote. Must wait long long.
Chairman of CCA & Enrichment - He is ok. He had done his duty well.
Chairman of Project - Even some time he like to complain but can see he is doing his duty.
Chairman of Publicity and Communication - She had do her job. I really had nothing to said about it.
Thats all I have to siad about my Ex-Co.
Now a days our student hub using computer never write in the file and SC Member using computer during Student Hub opening hours and play games.
Now Student Council going to die soon.
:(
I don't care anymore.
I going to quit.
:(
Monday, February 2, 2009
2nd Feb 2009
Today I wake up at a bit late. I wake up need to iron my long sleeve for today event. Than I faster iron my long sleeve and go to school for the event. When I reach school there is only a few of them back. Zhi Xiang called Max and Farhan when the event started and Max said he at home because he don't have white long sleeve shirt. Lucky some of the Ex-Co and Member help out the whole event. It was very boring and tired for us beacause there is no break for us. There is break but I no time to eat. I saw my Chairman of Student Well-Being wear rings and I told him to take out,he tried but couldn't take out. He went to ask our Teacher In-Charge and he told me that our Teacher said can wear. I told him our Teacher In-Charge don't know about SC rules. After that he more worse he put all the rings at his neck. As an Ex-Co and a SC member he do this and I am very dissapointed. I really really sick and tired about it.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
1st Feb 2009
Today I went to work in the morning of course. Hahaha. Than after breifing by DM than I went to pack department. Today department very messy. I heard from Lian yesterday she at Cashier and no one at English Department. So today a bit messy. When I pack fininsh I went to Cashier to do packer. No people I just go there do KPO. Than Lian went for lunch when she come back I went lunch and after my lunch time she talk to me and scolded me and said that she ask T&A HOD dun let me go in to cashier today. I today never pack up for her properly and said a lot of things. I really hate that.
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