Today morning during lesson Guo Ming talk to me at msn and ask me to find some part time job that has a high pay like Tutor at outside but sometime I at bxb I also can stuck at the work. How to become Tutor outside. I know there are people out there care for me. But I really don't know what to do. I find jobs online and some of them I can't work because requires O Level if not is those waiter or those job that I can't make it. I really don't kow what to do. Sometimes I thinking just choose a job and don't go Ban Qi but I think thorugh again. Is good if I go Ban Qi as a JDY. Somemore I going to get Biao Yang Jiang. So I have to do my best in BXB and Study and Ban Qi too. So I try to find a job won't affect it. I know sometimes I can't blame about Ban Qi. But actually I didn't. I know LMCB want. But sometimes really I don't know what to do. If someone can understand my feeling. Haiz. No choice. Try to find other jobs. After school I thought I so excited because I thought I go let my father sign the form for the Malacca trip. But I knew something will happen. It really happen. I can't go for the Malacca trip. Even school subside the trip I don't need pay money. But becuase of my own expenese and I can't go. I really sad when I was in the bus back to school. I almost cry. Haiz.. I really hope I can go and somemore I can learn new things. Don't know what to do?? I think I not going studying after Nitec and go NS. Than come out work but of course Ban Qi I will still go. Of course as a JDY I have to go. Lots of things happen this few years especially this year. Sometimes I really thinking go out of BXB as a JDY. But I don't want too. But have to give Ban Yuan the knowledge. So I have to do my best. Jia You bah. I can do it de.
Haiz..
What can I do??
Maybe I don't have chance to go already.
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