29th August 2009

Yesterday very busy to update blog. Yesterday I frist time work with my New Full Time collegue. My Superviors yesterday got meeting. She give me stock list. I let the new Full time do the stock. She do things very slow and she don't understand Chinese. Our Customer there most them of them speak Chinese. Somemore when I go for my lunch and when I came back she only do 1/4 of the list only. Oh my god. After dinner I go do the stock myself for the rest of the books. If not sure can't make it. Yesterday I can't even breath because I too busy with the stock and when while I teach her there are more stock coming in. Haiz. Lucky I finish at least HQ Stock by yesterday and when going to close I am still doing after that I put the books at the room and waiting for today to pack. The new full time before close time want to sweep flor already.Haiz. Really tired.

Today morning I try to clear all the books. I do packing for my books. Than the rest of the stock. I put give the new full time do because my surperviors look at her and do. Hope after I go they finish the stock already. I work the new manager today and he help us do a lot of shifting thing and make the english department become more nicer. :) The new Manager and the new HOD for Multi wasn't that bad. I still scare of them but I find the manager will do a lot for this outlet..

27th August 2009

Haiz. Today morning when I wake up my head very pain.. But I still prepare and I went to school. Today I went to class of course nothing to do. My head will pain. I feel very weak and I still forget to take my order form. 1pm end school already, I put my bag at Student Hub and went to Bedok ITE to collect SC T-Shirt for my Year 1.Lucky when I reach Bedok ITE than start raining. Mr.Mohammed drive me back and I put the T-Shirt at Meeting Room. I went to take a rest at office and I measure my tempaure and I realise I have fever. I don't feel like going for doctor. Theres a lot of things I need to do. Thats why. Than around 4pn. I start to sort the T-Shirt out. lol. Very tired and busy.
Haiz

22nd August 2009

Today morning I went to buy Breakfast and I came home to help my aunty for today afternoon bbq stuff. In the afternoon I went with her to market and make those things for afternoon bbq. We went to East Coast Park at afternoon around 2pm and we reach there we sit down and wait for awhile and we go start our fire. There were lots of food and today BBQ was very fun. When I bbq half way I recieve Mei Hua sms. Her mother want me go to her house and celebrate her mother birthday. I was very shock. Than we continue BBQ. Lots of food today. There are Otah,Proiddge and etc... When our food soon going to fininsh. There was a group of China people want to use our BBQ Pit. When they ask us nicely we told them we will lend them after we go but of course cannot. When they keep asking us. They keep asking us when we go and my aunty friends and I very angry. We call and complaint. Soon they go off. We go off at around 7+ 8 pm. Today I really have fun. But I really hate that china group of people. If its not us. I think when they going they sure get beaten by people.

19th August 2009

Just udpate what happen yesterday and today. Yesterday becuase I go home too tired and I didn't turn on Computer. Yesterday morning wear my handsome white long sleeve and go to school to take Student Council Photo. When go to take photo that time. The Year 2 and Year 1 seprate take photo. I Zhi Xiang,Sabby,Edwward and I take 2 times. One is with Year 2 Member and one with Year 1 Member. Than change shirt and go to class. Mr.Babu told us our photo taking session is 1pm than suddenly said is 1.30pm than we wait for him and he didn't appear. I try to call him and he didn't pick up phone call. So near 2pm I go find him and he still teaching other class. Haiz. Than he realize I keep calling him. lol. I am so tired. Have to take so many times. The funny shot very fun. lol. Memories of my class. Than when we went for NWA lesson. Mr.Allan still look very sick. Hope he now better. Than after school Ms Maggie saw me and tell me to pass her back the Kootbits CD. The disc is not with me. I got so many problem already. I emo after that. I really believe in wrong people. Why that time I believe in him and now I am in deep trouble. I really wish he will return.

Today morning I wake up very wake. I faster go to school and take my NWA test. When I reach school my teacher not even started the test. 9am finally she give us the test paper. My stomach pain after taking her test. I really pain like hell. Than Mr. Babu FYP lesson I go to toilet and do my business. Than I went to class. Our presentation for our project is ready. Haha. After present just wait for other group present. Haha. Than when we go home I went to Hub and saw Zhi Xiang with his girlfriend. I go read newspaper and find jobs. I find don't know how many days already. I wait for my friend they all come down to Student Hub and go for dinner as well. Than we go down to Heartland Mall the near by coffeshop and eat. After that I went back to school for real work. Haha. What a nice day that I sick and happy day I have. Haha. Memories.. :)

16th August 2009

Today I was late for Du Jing Jia Ting Ri. Also don't know why recently can't wake up in times. Very tired. I think. Haiz..
But today I still can my favourite song. I am so Happy.. Than after DJJR I went to Tian Guo to ly for tonight their weeding. But on the way I keep buying food and eat. I don't know why so hungry. I going to be a pig soon. Haiz.. Than when we reach tian guo that time. I thought why like nothing to do. Is that we need to go down to B1 ly. The liao yuan very fun and learn a lot of things from Pu Zi Zhu. I really learn a lot. Haha. Than I reaching home. Aunty call me and tell me to wait for them than I went to find them and we went to Sim Ming Road and eat. Haha.. Eat again. I really become fat pig... Haha

15th August 2009

Today I late for work. Lol.. I like I almost like that all the time. But today I want to seal the books also cannot. Too busy. Today there is one kids look very supscious. Haiz.. Keep pretnding to pack books than no time for others. Haiz.. But today my wan't that bad. I love myself. Haha. After work I went to buy my shoe if not my shoe spoil already. Than I faster go home and ready for Qing Kou Ban when I reach that time Mei Hua meet me and get the book from me for her dong xiu and she gave me one bottle of Bartely Water. The drink very nice. I hope everyday I got new stuff to drink. Haha.

14th August 2009

Today go to work. Ithought I will see my happy New schdlue. I waiting for Mr. Leong to change only. Than today so busy lots of books to do. Keep house keeping and etc. Haiz. Until tonight when I see the new one. Its no different for me. I want to work but can't work. I don't know what to do. I maybe changing jobs or I need to take 2 part time jobs at a time. Haiz..

13th August 2009

Today morning wake up almost late for school. Than I faster rush down to school. Mr.Babu ask me for passport for my Malaysia trip and I tell him that I can't go. He ask me why and I tell him because my house got money problem and he ask me my aunty they can't for me? and I reply they cant even afford. I tell Mr.Babu a lot fo times sorry. I really hope I can go. I hope De Ming go Hong Kong he will be happy bah. I really hope I can go this trip. Haiz. What can I do? Since they can't afford than don't go lor. Haiz.. Hope at Singapore I also got fun..

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12th August 2009

Today morning during lesson Guo Ming talk to me at msn and ask me to find some part time job that has a high pay like Tutor at outside but sometime I at bxb I also can stuck at the work. How to become Tutor outside. I know there are people out there care for me. But I really don't know what to do. I find jobs online and some of them I can't work because requires O Level if not is those waiter or those job that I can't make it. I really don't kow what to do. Sometimes I thinking just choose a job and don't go Ban Qi but I think thorugh again. Is good if I go Ban Qi as a JDY. Somemore I going to get Biao Yang Jiang. So I have to do my best in BXB and Study and Ban Qi too. So I try to find a job won't affect it. I know sometimes I can't blame about Ban Qi. But actually I didn't. I know LMCB want. But sometimes really I don't know what to do. If someone can understand my feeling. Haiz. No choice. Try to find other jobs. After school I thought I so excited because I thought I go let my father sign the form for the Malacca trip. But I knew something will happen. It really happen. I can't go for the Malacca trip. Even school subside the trip I don't need pay money. But becuase of my own expenese and I can't go. I really sad when I was in the bus back to school. I almost cry. Haiz.. I really hope I can go and somemore I can learn new things. Don't know what to do?? I think I not going studying after Nitec and go NS. Than come out work but of course Ban Qi I will still go. Of course as a JDY I have to go. Lots of things happen this few years especially this year. Sometimes I really thinking go out of BXB as a JDY. But I don't want too. But have to give Ban Yuan the knowledge. So I have to do my best. Jia You bah. I can do it de.
Haiz..
What can I do??
Maybe I don't have chance to go already.

11th August 2009

Finally, today Mr. Babu during our afternoon lesson he come in and give me consent form. I can go Malacca already. Today I just get the self delcartion form. Need to let father sign and I try thursday give to Mr. Babu because this tomorow I going over his house there. I hope father can sponor me the money for my personal expense and my own item. I use my money and buy myself. I really hope can go for this trip because I can definely learn lots of things. I really hope to go for this 3 weeks. For the new Ex-Co maybe school reopen and interview them. I hope will not be late. Hope my wish come true..:)

10th August 2009

That day I message Mr.Leong about my schedule and today I see my version 2 Schelude is going from bad to worse. I work a lots of days bceome only 4 days. During lunch I message Mr. Leong about the schdule again. I hope he can change. I very worried.What will the new Manager plan if I want to work. I relly need to work. Now my father and mother cant work. Only left me that can work. I don't want to use my aunty money so much. One day $10 that I have no choice. Working and school outside food very expensive. My working there only I earn $100+. After paying my Handphone. I still not enough money for my own stuff. I now already very save. I never even eat dinner because of saving money. I now trying to find new jobs. I hope can be better. Haha. I really don't know what to do. Haiz..

2nd August 2009

Yesterday I went eat with Pasty during lunch and dinner during work. I heard that my side the 3 woman going liao. But Mr. Leong also going sad sia. They all go to the new store at Little India. After work I came back very late.. When I came back and eat the dinner my cousin also eating. My aunty than wake up and she tell me to wash the plate. I know I was wrong that I throw the plate. But before my that small cousin go NS until now why after he eat. He always don't wash the play. When I never do anything she will scold me. Its very unfair. She scolded me and say a lot of things. Until I message some of my friend to tell them stop contacting me. MNy aunty don't even undersatnd how I feel. Even when she knows she will also say my cousin very tired from work. When he last time never work she also say this. Its sound so wrong and irrating lah. I hate it. Its really unfair. My cousin only care to use the PSP when he come back and the computer. The computer also not use their omney buy want lor. Its my father and I total pay that $1000 computer.I not even ask them for the charge yet. My aunty said she will pay the internet fee money until where. Now I am paying everything for them. Thats why sometimes got thing I rather find friend than my aunty and talk.

Today I went to bxb after I wake up. Poh Ling they all worried for me and keep sms and call me. But I didnt reply their call. I slack outside after bxb until 6.30pm than go home because aunty they all go National Day Dinner. So I don't want go than I come back very late. After I come back take a bathe and than I want to take bus 235 and when I reach bustop I saw Mr. Leong my popular Manager take bus 231. After that I saw Mr. Babu jogging. What a day I have. After saw Manager than Teacher. Haha