Tuesday, March 24, 2009

24th March 2009

Today early in the morning I wake up and prepare to go to school for my Ex-Co Meeting for Orieation in April after school reopen. I was very tired because I yesterday come back very late. I went to Mo Fan Ban until very late. Hope LMCB. Its very tired to handle. When I going to school I remeber that my Dao yi coming soon. I a lot of things to prepare. I still not yet find the story and the activity. When the Ex-Co Meeting,I quarrel with my Ex-Co. I really really tired.
I have to do Student Council Stuff and Prepare Dao Yi , every monday have to go for Mo Fan ban and work for my money until now I am so tired. I talk to Tze Hoe. I feel like qutting SC. But he support me not to quit. But in the fact I am very tired. I feel like giving up and shut my eye to leave this world. I really tired.. No one understand how I feel. When everytime I want to open a meeting no one understand why I open meeting in rush. People keep saying me. I find everbody hate me lots. I dun care. I really feel like giving up. Even in Student Senimar people also said that I am a bad leader. I find that I not fit to be a VP of ITE CCMP SC. I find my aunty that time make wrong choice. She should let me stay in the Children Home than maybe I don't have so much problem already.


Someone tell me what to do.. ????

I am damn tired now..

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