Really stress!!!!

I really want to give up..
This few day.. I really really unlucky..
Few day ago I spoil my e-z link card.. Today after school I go to AMK and replace it.. Than I go back Toa Payoh Interchange the POSB Bank for bank stamp about the working at school the giro form.. This satuday I got Mister Diagoule session at Simei ITE than after that need to come back school for this Parent-Teacher Meeting guard thing.. My CA putting test tml.. I this few day going to make a relay system for class if I not I everytime need to sms so many people.. I really really tired and stress and tired..

Really really stres..

I really feel like crying out.. Can someone tell me what to do.. I got problem at home and in school..

Sometime see people see me at class so happy and I smile and shout.. But I really tired..

I feel like using penknife and cut myself.... Even got problem I also cant help..

I really that useless!!

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I really want to give up.. I really really stress.. I really worry about my study..
I see this trm work.. I really stress.. I scare I cant take it..

Can I just do whatever I want..

Student Council a new guy come in.... April -In-Take want.. But whenever I see him I feel like not going ..
He like an idiot.. I really tired.... He really suck.. All Student Council people dun like him.. But don't know why he in..

I really want to give up..

Can I just give up now..

???????

Someone tell me what to do?????


I really sick and tired of staying..


Last word from me..

When you see me smile or I shout everyday.. Not means I am happy.. I don't to let anyone know.. So don't think I alway happy..

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