Dangerous Dicky

2nd June 2010

2010-06-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today morning wake up not feel like going to school because early in the morning start raining.

But after all wake up still need to go school..

Haha..

As usual..Haha..

Go auntie shop first.. Then go to Ms Latha lesson she revise the answer for the test and she give us the test after revise..

Haha..

The test I passed.. I am so happy then when go for my lunch at canteen I didn't eat. Only a cup of Milo and Chips.Haha..Save money..

24th May 2010, A very bad day.

2010-05-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today I wake up very early at 7.15am as usual I go my aunt shop and eat breakfast after that I packet food for my cousin. When I came back home then go to school. Today I feel very tired and sleepy.. When I in school before the break I was already damn blur and feel very sick..

When around 10.30am Mr.Ashish give us break after that we slack in class and he 11am then we have our lunch time. I went with Frederic all the way to Toa Payoh to the Popular and give them the books that their customer urgent need and we went to the Food Court that side and have our lunch when I order the food my stomach was very painful I have no idea what happened. I still ordered my food and then I eat my lunch while waiting for him to ordered.

After my lunch I went to buy Herbal Tea and drink and I brought 2 bottles.. I am very different today usually I will be buying 1 bottle at a time.. After that I saw beside that there was one Poh Kim. I saw the staff was from our shopping center that staff and I went in talk to her. She told me that is a temporary store over Toa Payoh.

We went back to school and my stomach was very painful and I have to endure. When we reached class the class still playing Left 4 Dead and Counter Strike.

I am very tired and use the FaceBook. After that Mr. Ashish scolded the class,he told us that we are too noisy when there were people visit our class and our class suddenly very quiet. I am just too sick to talk.

Mr. Ashish after which he continue his lesson and he teach us I have a bit blur and I go ask him after lesson to clear my doubts.. I called father a call to go to his house to collect the photo copy I/C for my Community Service Trip and my Father came to our side here and my aunt that document so I went home while I going home I went to Toa Payoh Interchange to buy bread for my Father to eat while going back my aunt call me and told me they were in the MacDonald's. When I reached back I go find them and I didn't know that the irritating monkey is there as well.

I give my Father the bread and tell him is for him and mother. I not yet talking to father finish about it. My another aunt told me to greet people but the problem is I am talking to my father about the bread first then I will greet.

That was okay. After that the were talking and I just keep quiet and my Father suddenly said that my phone bill 1 month $100+ and said about me and asked me whether do I have saving.

I told him sometime I saved a bit as I do not wish to tell him I have work. My aunt alway tell me not to tell my Father that I am working so I did not tell my Father. I give my aunt a lot of signal about my Father maybe know I am working and I see my aunt and she told me she told my father about my phone bill.

Seriously, I don't know why she told my Father about it and I used my own money to paid for the bill.

After that I very angry and I walked away. I was very pissed off about it.

When she came out I ask her why she told my Father about my phone bills and said told her these.

Me: "My Father maybe know I am working."

My aunt: " He already knew about it. I told him."

Me: "Then what happen,you tell me not to tell him and you told him"

My Aunt: "He not like you,think so much"

"I told him you work only on weekend sometime you busy also never go worked." "Now every month I only take $150 from him"

I was damn sad after hearing it. She told me not to tell my father about it because she will not get money from my Father. Even my father now retired heard that he is working with this friend(The Stupid Monkey) but didn't earn much. My father now all the money is with him. What The Hell. Thats why I hate that monkey so much.

My aunt was trying to tell me I didn't give her enough money every month. If I have enough money I'll confirm gave it to her.

She after that told me I am rude and everything. I message some of my classmate I will be quitting soon. Since my family now like that and I not good at study. As well now I go work and ready for NS to help the family.

22nd May 2009

2010-05-22T23:22:00.003+08:00

Today wake up very late..

11.30am then I wake up..

Hahaha..

Yesterday morning receive message from Hui Ping about today rehearsal for this coming June there will be a performance for Tian Guo one event call 细水长流感恩夜. Our Biao Yi Zhu is going to perform singing again..

When I wake up today after my bathing and eating of Breakfast at home then I went Tian Guo for that rehearsal. Aunty and Uncle went to Malaysia for one day tour. But they cook porridge for breakfast before. they went off.

I reached Sengkang and I saw Zhen Hao and ask me to go out before 3rd June because he will be going to NS soon. He is damn sad that he know we plan to eat Durian. But I told him we also not yet plan as we don't have time. After that they went off first to buy bubble tea and I go Tian Guo first. When I reached Tian Guo and Zhu Chang let us watch video while waiting for people. Then we went for an Ice Breaking and warm-up for our voice and we start to practice for our song. We practice for very long for the first song..

点灯的孩子 & two more songs..

Very fun when we practice and we start laughing and jokes..

Hope the performing day will be a success.

After that I went home to Shao Xiang and eat my dinner.

I tidy up my room as I know its very messy.

Haha

Holiday I will be more busy..

I need to go..

Nites..

27th March 2010

2010-03-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today I went to 883 Jia Fm 327 Birthday Party with Jung Ting,Ting Ting,Wei Siang and Elijah. The speical guest was Nat Tan and Hong Jun Yang did go there support his wife. Haha. I see a lot of favourite Deejay and we cant go up to seat so after that Jing Ting and I went up to take photo with Hong Jun Yang after that. I was sad becuase cant take photo with my Deejay Candyce. But when we going we take photo at the entrance with 883 Jia FM wording. Then when we go out we saw Kai Ying so take photo with her. :) After taking photo with her we walk down finally saw Candyce took photo with her and Jun Yang again. But People said that I break them up because I stand in the middle of them. Haha. I hope Jun Yang won't angry. :)

7th March 2010

2010-03-07T22:48:00.004+08:00

Today first time wake up so early at 7.30am and wear qsn t shirt to aunty shop then packet food for my cousin. After that I came home and take my bag go bxb long time never go bxb so early early. Haha When I reach bxb other JDY not there yet. After that they have the morning briefing and start bxb start with the introduction then I give the assessment books to the ban yuan that yesterday I have brought. After that we shao xiang already and da ban join us after that for JXB. De Chang talk for the lesson. Very nice topic. I think we really have to talk to oursleve in this topic. :) After that Li Mei Ling Tz ly food then I eat one bowl and others finished already. Haha. I go with some other JDY to Teng Xian Sheng there and eat. I am very lucky left a bit of crispy chicken they cook Fried Rice for me and add the fried chicken for me. Others JDY eat Duck Rice. Haha. We sit down and talk and we go home. When I go home I only take a few mintues rest and go for Zhong Tz ban dao. Talk to some tz and and came back to me and ask me when I asst TZ to become Fu Tz. Very Stress!!! I told Tz I also not sure. Maybe after NS. Haha.. LMCB. After talk to those tz every end already and I go home. Busy one day already. :)

1st March 2010..

2010-03-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Today morning wake up aunty they already went to Malaysia. Yesterday I ask my staff help me buy egg for today proddige. I today wake up keep watching television,after that around 12.30pm I go brush my teeth then I know its missing. I keep finding cant find it. Then my elder cousin have a new spare brush so I used it. Then I went to Dhobuty Ghuat wait for Ting Ting they all and go to Plaza Singapura and watch the 72 Tentant movie. When I enter Plaza Singapura there is one crazy uncle scold me " Why you wear this shirt, what are you trying to show?" Guess what a shirt I brought from Giodano can't I wear. The shirt write " Your choice In or Out" after that I go up and meet Poh Li and Kenneth and keep thinking about that uncle. So irrating. When I buy ticket I didnt know the ticket cant use Nets pay. Haha. Then I give in cash not enough lend from Ting Ting then later pay back her. Haha. I watch the show very very nice maybe because of raymond lam haha. After watching we went to ION Orchard take a look at Prologue. The things there really nice. But Expensive books they don't wrap. lol. After that we went down to B4 see is there thing for me to eat in the end I eat 花生胡 then we went to Ang Mo Kio eat my Vegetarian Chicken Rice at Ci Yun and then I went home I see aunty they all. I hope her about the uncle she keep laughing. Haha.

9th Jan 2010..

2010-02-09T22:54:00.001+08:00

This is my first blog for 2010.. Long time never update. I every tired recently. Haha.. Too much things have happen. Today I wake up very late. 12pm then wake up then go help aunty. Then I came home and rest. Haha.. My life now very simple. I just need $$. Really lots of things happen to me. Haha..

2nd February 2010

2010-02-02T22:58:00.001+08:00

Today morning wake up go help aunty then because 2 cousin at home. So I packet food for them and go back stall help aunty. After helping around 1pm go home and go for my interview. During my interview for the work. Then I know my work is promoter. After my interview then I go home. When I reach home. I go to other Tz fo tang to send the new year food. I see aunty help them make the tibits. When I was go the taxi with aunty. She tell me not to work. So when the person call me I didn't pick up phone call. When reach there I sit until Lawrence also come to help his Tz take the food. Then I talk to him when we go downstair. After that I accompany go back his Tz fo tang. Then call me said she going. So I go down with Lawrence and Tz send him to our house that MRT and he go back his hostel. I accompany my aunty go see my father transfer or not. My father didnt and worse. He never pick up my aunty phone call and my aunty very angry. I thinking so much. My aunty lend my from me I don't dare to take back already.

2nd February 2010

2010-02-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

26th November 2009

2009-11-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today morning wake up at 7.30am. WTH. I am late. I faster rush down to check my salary and went to aunty there eat and go school.
When I reach Mr. Babu teach us NWA. Then sit down and listen. When going over to NWA teacher find it very boring. She teach I don't understand. Haha. Today very fast end school. After school end I went back with Kelvin and Yong Ming then I went back home. Take bath and rest and then go meet Mei Hua and watch Case 39. When I reach there. I thought can use the buy 1 get 1 free ticket. They said new show can't use. Sad. Then I went with 2 tickets. Haiz. The show wan't that bad. Very nice. Then after that I went JC Popular to take a look. There change a lot. Haha. Then I went home and start using computer. Haha. .

25th November 2009

2009-11-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday to tired to update Blog. I went to Feng Xiao Jie last day wake. I almost cry yesterday. I remember a lot of things that she teach me. Haiz. Have to be happy. She went to see lao mu already. Task complete. Thats it. :)

Anyway today wake up very angry because aunty need to go cook at Feng Xiao Jie there. So today morning never eat. Haiz. I reach school teacher still not here. The NWA teacher today went thorugh pass year paper with us. After that when Mr. Babu lesson we present our Project. Finally present today. Only left next wednesday exam. I am leaving this school soon. Haiz.
Lots of memory...

After that De Ming follow me went to CDAC to print the Brochure. We printed wrong and reprint again. After that I went home to take break and meet Yong Ming at Redhill MRT to laminate their project poster. He was late so I count the time and I went to Queensway shopping center to help him first I went back to Redhill and pass him the stuff and I went back to school for my real work. I saw Thinesh post. I was thinking what he mean? Maybe he talk about me. I scared he thought I say him during my previous post. If that the case have to say sorry. Today they have Beauty and the Beast. Hope they have fun . Haha.. =)

23rd November 2009

2009-11-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

Today morning wake up damn late. Then faster rush to school. Go for Mr. Babu lesson. Aunty said today they will go lian mi le zhen jing. So I tell them I will go. Haha.

Then when I reach school I faster go Mr. Babu lesson. Then give the poster and let De Ming see. After that I do my own thing. When I go break I saw Thinesh. But I still angry with Thinesh and I did not talk to him but I know its my wrong as well. But if he did not use the word "Fuck" at me. I will not that angry. I now even Zac Christmas Party did not go because of him. After ahat when Boon Jie they all saw me ask me How am I. I say not good. I thinking why they ask me until I very sad or something. Haha.
After that when Mr. Babu dismiss us for lunch I went outside eat and when I came back I went to hub. But I did not go inside office. I saw Thinesh again. I did not talk to him again. I don't even to talk to him. :) When the times up. I went up to lesson and teacher go through 2006 paper.
After dimiss I went home. I went with aunty to Hougang eat and then we went to Feng Xiao Jie wake. I am still very sad. I almost cry. But I know she have gone. Haiz. Really don't know how to say. When we came back. I at msn talk to some of them. I will be going to watch New Moon with Mei Hua I think. I talk to Thinesh at msn for my tag. Bad I still use bad tone talk to him. :( I know I am a guy. But tomorow I will be going down again to Feng Xiao Jie last day wake after school. Sad to say. She leaving us.

14th November 2009

2009-11-15T00:21:00.001+08:00

Today morning went out with Aunty to eat. I eat 1 plate of Chicken Rice and 1 Plate of Wanton Noodle. Guess was hungry. Haha. Then after eat with them I went to work. When I reach there everybody still the same. When the morning briefing I was so suprise. One thing my HOD said my birthday and all of them sing birthday song for me. Haha. I was so shock and hapy. After that we go start work. When I see the lunch time I eat first with my HOD,Tim. Then when lunch time. Tim and Ken accompany go eat. After we eat we went to walk around and go back rest. After lunch when I serve one customer I took for him textbook. In the end he came back. I took extra book for him. I told my customer look for other stuff and I apologies to him. Lucky he did not get angry. After that he cant find anything. Tim ask the customer whether want to exhange Vocher. Lucky the customer agree then we change to vocher. Tim the best. Lucky he never scold me. Haha..
When my dinner time Ken and Tim went to KFC eat but I went to Mac. After they eat I still eating so they come and find me. Tim still take photo of me using my photo. The photo was ugly but is a memory photo. Haha. After when we are closing. I mop the floor and then we go home. I went home with Chinese Department staff she said about her Part Timer. She very angry. But no point of saying. Haha. Today I very happy. Haha. The sales go to $3K. Finally.. Tim said becuase I birthday thats why. Haha. I went home use my Facebook. Total 24 comment about my birthday. Haha. The current Treasure of Tampines still comment me and tell me behave of his Tampines say Happy Birthday to me. I was like lol. One day like that have gone. Really enjoy. Thiam Man they all went to Zac Birthday Party and I think he they drink too much also. Haha

13th Novemeber 2009

2009-11-13T23:58:00.004+08:00

Today morning wake up late. So I didn't go for NWA Extra lesson. I iron my clothes for the West Investitutre. Then I went to school and wait for Yasir and Vincent to come down at 12pm to go Dover ITE.Actually also waiting for Zac. But we don't know where is he. Jing Ting and me and some other Ex-Co at Student Hub. Haha. Then after wait for Vincent we went to Dover ITE. Only I wear the most formal. Haha. When we reach Dover ITE Elijah told us Wei Siang also coming. So when we enter we also wait for Wei Siang. I keep message Zac in the end he coming with Thinesh they all as the SC. Let me wait so long and he tell me he represent as SC. The West Investitutre always the best. So nice sia. I really feel like crying. During Investiture Siti and Ms Joanna see me and ask me why I am doing here. Then I tell them. They was shock. Haha. When I see the Investiutre. Elijah go there become the President of Dover and Masita become Dover ITE Student Well Being Chairman. After the Investiture. I go talk to the Central people. After the whole thing we take photo with Masita and Elijah and we went home. Haha. What a tiring day.

13th Novemeber 2009

2009-11-13T23:58:00.003+08:00

Today morning wake up late. By the time I iron my clothes for the West Investiture. Its already 9am. Haha. I wear Student Senimar T-Shirt to school. But the time I reach school its already 10.30am. I didn't went for the extra lesson. I went to Student Hub and wait for Yasir and Vincent go to Dover ITE for their West Investiture. When Yasir reach hub. We talk to Jing Ting then when 12pm. We go to ITE Dover with Vincent and Yasir.. When we are on the way.

12th November 2009

2009-11-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today have a nice day. Haha. After the Investiture already. Ex-Co message me and Facebook me. I very happy that they like the present. Haha. Then I at lesson use computer. De Ming suddenly got priblem in the project. I told him I help him. Since I did not much for the project. After lesson I went to Hub Meeting room. Do the Card for the InComing. Not yet finish. Before since their GM also today. After finish I went to the GM. I want to give the present for the Vice-Chairman and the Planner. After their GM. I pass it to them when after finish the GM. I heard what Thinesh told the Ex-Co. I have tell him something. He don't listen to my advice. So I very angry with that Moron. When I reach home I recieve Boon Jie message about the pen and the gifts. Haha. Jing Ting also message me about Thinesh. I told her I wont care about that Moron anymore..

11th Novemeber 2009

2009-11-12T09:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday no time to update Blog. Yesterday finally stepdown as Vice-President already. 8am then wake up then I never iron clothe so I never go morning lesson. I take leave form from 8am. Haha. I iron my clothe and prepare go school already for Investiture when I on my way to school Jin Ting message me and ask me how I score A for my NWA Test I said I also not sure I anyhow do but I still can get A. When I reach school I go meeting room and make my hair. This year step down must be very nice. Last year I remember my hair like shit. The Investiture this year really different from last year. But I still hate it. So formal like hell. When having break I buy bread and go back hub and do something for my incoming. Really touch for this year Investiture. I almost cried when the investiture start. After the Investiture Thinesh pass me the clay or present that they make for us. Haha. Really love it. After that they go take photo. After that I pass them the present that I buy for them. Haha. Really hope that like it. After that I went out with so member and go Singapore Post Mac and eat. While eating and chat with them. Haha. Then I went back with Douglas and Jing Ting back to school they meet Xin Mei in school. Haha. The In-Coming Ex-Co went to Simei for Investiture. Haha. Only can say. All the best for them in the next path.
:)

20th October 2009

2009-10-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today wake up a bit late because no SW lesson. Bishan ITE today having some Olympaic thing. Now going to step down soon for SC. I really sad but happy of course. These are Year 1. Hope they can do and help MP SC and change the whole enviroment. Tomorow Kelvin,Thinesh and Nur Yanty going for interview by Princpial already. Hope it will be fine. Today afternoon 12pm lesson then start I went to school only teacher & one student there. I am early. Haha. After that NWA lesson. This few days teacher after the paper she dismiss us. Today my lesson end at 5pm instead of 6pn. Really hope every Tuesday is like that. LOL.. What did I do. I went to Student Hub after that until my real work start and have my dinner.:)
This few day lots of things happen to me. I post a video on Thiam Man and I fighting on Facebook post. Haha. There was a lot of comment. But last friday when I have meeting with them. I cancel the whole MP Investiture. I really upsad. I did cry when I at home. But no one knew. I really have to said sorry to my Year 1. They have plan so my much in the end cancel. But I am going for 11 Novemeber ITE College Central Investiture. I know I will be sad. The main reason is that I don't dare to face the year 1. Haiz. I know I have done my best. So I shall be invisble after this friday General Meeting. :)

16th October 2009

2009-10-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today early in the morning 6am wake up. Prepare to go back JC Popular and Stock Take. Every tiring. I help the T&A Department for Stock take. I was told that they brought food for the other staff. I go and tao bao my food actually. But in the end becuase I was still counting,so my other staff who are Vegetrain brought my food for me. HaHa. After finsh Stock Take I very tired. Around 5pm than we are allowed to go. After Stock Take I went to Bishan MRT to meet the Year 1 planner for their meeting. When I reach there only Thinesh and Kelvin plus Wai Loon. We wait for the other planner all the way until the last planner came around 7pm and we went libaray for our meeting. After we have dicuss again because of something and finally I have cancel the MP Investiture. I really tired today. After Stock Take still have to meet them. Haiz. But I am very tired. After I have told them from the start of this event. In the end. I went off first because they have other things to said. When I was at the bus my eye drop some tear. I was very sad becuase of these. Haiz. Make me more pissed off. After that I went home and switch on Computer I upload the video I have make. I also put all my pissed message at Facebook. Likely the Year 1 understand how I feel. :( I really sad and feel sorry. No one just understand how I feel..

10th October 2009

2009-10-10T23:42:00.003+08:00

Today City Sqaure Mall Popular open already. 9am reopen. I thought 8.30am when I wake up and rush there. I thought I am late. In the end they told me is 9 report. Than we have our morning briefing. At 10.30am than open. First day open. Its already very good. First day working at Text & Assement Department. Really lots of things have to learn. Everything start from bottom. But Tim told me near Service Counter to help the Customer I was around the area and pack Department. Until 10.00pm than can go hope I really tired sia. But the time I reach home ready 11pm.

1st October 2009

2009-10-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah.. Today Children Day but not for me. Haha. Yesterday work until 7.30pm until very tired and I rush down JC Popular and buy some stuff for today Ex-Co Interview and I went home have dinner and than start doing things for today interview. Today interview I 8am already reach school? The interview was a success. Even the staff have change my plan. But its okay. We have decide the ex-co so I don't really worry. After I announce the result. I have talk with the Year 1. The seem very happy and we have our jokes and crap. Haha. Thiam Man and Thinesh are the bastard of the SC. Haha. This year President from EC and VP from ICT. Most of the Ex-Co from ICT. We rocks. Haha. I even graduate soon. But I will feel happy about my new Ex-Co. I hope they will do well in SC next time. Haha

27th Sepetmber 2009

2009-09-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today morning is my first time do briefing for my own department stuff. Haha. After the morning briefing. I keep waiting for the call by the customer while waiting I open the door for the store that time there was one customer complaint about the main door light so I told Wee Leong. I keep waiting and waiting for the call. -.-Waiting my lunch time still not called. Then I went for my lunch. After my lunch I still waiting. But the customer still never call. After my lunch. Wee Leong tell me do the board outside the store. He want to paste those art piece for the contest. So I help him paste it. He tell me choose a nice one. I don't know even how to chose. I just choose that I like. Haha. After that when I give him see and I put up the board. I go do so wrapping. around 6.30pm there was one customer looking for Winnie the pooh. She wanted to give people. Then she ask me to take out the price tag and wrap for her. So I told her aroung 7.30pm come back she said very long. But after that she was okay with it. So my RA and I take out the price tag and I wrap the small books. By the time I wrap the small book finish. I went to eat. I pack and eat at office. Then my RA do other wrapping. My I eat my dinner. I go take the book and help her wrap. Just nice 7.30pm we all wrap finish. After my dinner then the lady come back and collect. After she collect. I help at the cashier all the way and try a bit of cashier thing. :)

26th September 2009

2009-09-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

Today went to JC Popular work. I first time so early reach. Haha. When start work a lot of wrapping need to be done. After I finish the wrapping is abiout my lunch time. When I came back after lunch. There are few stock need to do. When I do the stock half way. One of the HOD tell me go and fix the light bulb. First time I fix light bulb. Thats the new thing I learn. Haha Then before dinner I clear finish the stock. When I reach back after dinner. Still need to do wrapping while I doing wrapping a customer want to find a book but there are a lot of those kind. I told her go home and check the barcode number and call us back tomorow and I hope she can find me and call and find me tomorow.I really hope I get her happy that what she want. Maybe I can get for her from other outlet.:) I really hope customer will be happy when the get out from the store. :)
Haiz. I don't know what happen. Today my hand very pain. Maybe yesterday carry thing too much until my hand now very pain. Tomorow work one more day then Monday I rest already. Tuesday still need to go back CSM at 10am. I hope not only me working for text department because my HOD going for honeymoon until Wednesday. Ming Liang need to go meeting. Haiz.

25th September 2009

2009-09-25T23:16:00.003+08:00

Today early in the morning went to City Square. I thought need to wear uniform but in the end don't need to wear. Haha. Nothing much to do but they intro some see HOD to us. The English Department and my Text Department HOD. Haha The Stationary HOD I thought is one of the contractor. Haha. When the intro of the HOD then I know he is the new HOD then I have a few minutes break and my Muti HOD ask me follow them and buy things for the outlet so I follow some of the Staff and we went Musfa and buy things for the outlet. Then after we come back. Around 12.30pm and we go for our lunch.

Lian,Ming Liang, Me,Ken and one English Department staff we went out eat together. Nothing to do. So I went to eat bread. haiz.
Later after finish lunch. When I went back I want to clen the office. We found the pail spoil so I went back and do an exchange. lol.
Later when I came back Textbook there lots of stock so I do the Stock with Tim,my Text HOD. When we do the stock. The time go very fast. Then I learn a few things from him. Thats why I said. Different HOD there are different working style. Haha.
After do the stock take us for 2hours. Lucky Kelly and some HOD help us thats why 2 hours if not both of us do. Need to take 1 day to finish. Our another RA, Ming Liang take stock for Assement book. :) Then I nothing to do. So I go around and see what to help. I went to Stationart Department and help. Haiz. Lots of Stocks. :(

Around 6 plus 7 my HOD told me that need to go down to help them carry that 18 parcels up. 1 Parcel like 10 carton. What the hell. Some go then and down lots of times. The first time only there are 10 parcels. So I went with Ken and my HOD to help. Then when the second time the came. I help them carry in from the parcel. In and out. Full of stock and we have no time to do the stock. Lucky everybody help each other. So we do very fast. Haha. This is call TeamWork. :)
Then around 8. Mr. Leong told us we can go already. Tomorow they will continue. Lucky :) Tomorow I working at JC Popular and Sunday. I told Mr. Leong monday and thursday rest. Tuesday,Wednedsday and Friday work. I take off because need to go school for interview and some other stuff..

okay. I should update until here.
:)

19t Sepetmber 2009

2009-09-19T23:16:00.004+08:00

Today is a tired day for me. Haiz.. Morning I wake up for my work and I today at Text Department with Alvin. Fell like sleeping. Lunch time crystal don't know she eat at 12pm. She never go for her lunch. After that she go at 1pm. Haiz. Today is my first time do Chinese Department stock. Really have a different feeling. Than Wee Leong told me that I will be at City Square but I will have to go work at JC until 4th October during Saturday and Sunday. So I am very busy before 4th October. Tomorow I will work at English Deparment with Crystal and then Tuesday go WareHouse and Wednesday need to meet Elijah at school and meet those planning committee for SC Outing.
Today there is one Inidan Lady bring her daughter by O Level books and she want the Cloze Passage book. I told her one outlet have both books and I reserved at thar outlet. When I put down the phone she want the Cloze Passage book at another oultet and I have to reserve again for her. Later I worried the another outlet will not be happy about it. Haiz..

Really have a tiring day and weeks. Tomorow Publice Holiday. $5.50 per hour. Haha.

Nites(:

16th September 2009

2009-09-16T21:10:00.004+08:00

I have not been updating blog for a long time. This weeks very busy. This few days I busy with work and study. De Ming next week going over to Hong Kong already for attachment. Hope he will do well. Anway, today morning I wake up late for lesson. I went to school around 9.15am and I have test. Haiz. Almost forget everything like the NWA teacher teach. After test aroubd 10am. A lot of people today not here for the test. The NWA teacher tell me tomorow there will be having extra lesson. Oh my god. Last day of school. Why still got extra lesson??
After that Ms Bu Juan came in for Project lesson. Mr.Babu wasn't here because he went back to India for 2days. Tomorow also not coming. Haha. 12pm I went down to Student Hub and with Mr. Chris Wong and Mdm Faridah and we started to interview Kelvin for Ex-Co because he also flying over to to Canada for attachment. I hope I also going oversea attachment. But I cant. Haiz. But never mind. At Singapore what to do? I have to work and help family stuff. I have to go interview our members for Ex-Co seletcion on the last week of School holiday. This few days Student Hub key wasn't in the school admin office. I told Vincent check again. Still not there. I confirm its my SWB Chairman bring home. He think that is he key?? This few weeks already never return key. Haiz. My President also not in Singapore at China now for attachment and I don't know what to do. I stay at Student to do some stuff and editing of Student Council thing. Than suddenly there is a virus and the computer restart. All the documment lost again. I ask my President online msn. He told me what to do. But seem like still cant fix it back. Haiz..
Than I contiue do stuff and now I at school doing real work and update my Blog. When I doing my real work half way. Crystal message me and ask me why I want to transfer over. I told her what I think and I always told people. I have to support this family by working. Since I at this outlet can't work and I have to transfer over. Guess what? Crystal wish me all the best at the new outlet but I have to wait for Mr. Leong reply. He said must confirm with the new manager that I can go off to that outlet. Hope I can. Good Luck to me. (:

Going.

Ohya. I going to change my blog skin already soon..
(:

29th August 2009

2009-08-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday very busy to update blog. Yesterday I frist time work with my New Full Time collegue. My Superviors yesterday got meeting. She give me stock list. I let the new Full time do the stock. She do things very slow and she don't understand Chinese. Our Customer there most them of them speak Chinese. Somemore when I go for my lunch and when I came back she only do 1/4 of the list only. Oh my god. After dinner I go do the stock myself for the rest of the books. If not sure can't make it. Yesterday I can't even breath because I too busy with the stock and when while I teach her there are more stock coming in. Haiz. Lucky I finish at least HQ Stock by yesterday and when going to close I am still doing after that I put the books at the room and waiting for today to pack. The new full time before close time want to sweep flor already.Haiz. Really tired.

Today morning I try to clear all the books. I do packing for my books. Than the rest of the stock. I put give the new full time do because my surperviors look at her and do. Hope after I go they finish the stock already. I work the new manager today and he help us do a lot of shifting thing and make the english department become more nicer. :) The new Manager and the new HOD for Multi wasn't that bad. I still scare of them but I find the manager will do a lot for this outlet..

27th August 2009

2009-08-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Today morning when I wake up my head very pain.. But I still prepare and I went to school. Today I went to class of course nothing to do. My head will pain. I feel very weak and I still forget to take my order form. 1pm end school already, I put my bag at Student Hub and went to Bedok ITE to collect SC T-Shirt for my Year 1.Lucky when I reach Bedok ITE than start raining. Mr.Mohammed drive me back and I put the T-Shirt at Meeting Room. I went to take a rest at office and I measure my tempaure and I realise I have fever. I don't feel like going for doctor. Theres a lot of things I need to do. Thats why. Than around 4pn. I start to sort the T-Shirt out. lol. Very tired and busy.
Haiz

22nd August 2009

2009-08-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today morning I went to buy Breakfast and I came home to help my aunty for today afternoon bbq stuff. In the afternoon I went with her to market and make those things for afternoon bbq. We went to East Coast Park at afternoon around 2pm and we reach there we sit down and wait for awhile and we go start our fire. There were lots of food and today BBQ was very fun. When I bbq half way I recieve Mei Hua sms. Her mother want me go to her house and celebrate her mother birthday. I was very shock. Than we continue BBQ. Lots of food today. There are Otah,Proiddge and etc... When our food soon going to fininsh. There was a group of China people want to use our BBQ Pit. When they ask us nicely we told them we will lend them after we go but of course cannot. When they keep asking us. They keep asking us when we go and my aunty friends and I very angry. We call and complaint. Soon they go off. We go off at around 7+ 8 pm. Today I really have fun. But I really hate that china group of people. If its not us. I think when they going they sure get beaten by people.

19th August 2009

2009-08-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

Just udpate what happen yesterday and today. Yesterday becuase I go home too tired and I didn't turn on Computer. Yesterday morning wear my handsome white long sleeve and go to school to take Student Council Photo. When go to take photo that time. The Year 2 and Year 1 seprate take photo. I Zhi Xiang,Sabby,Edwward and I take 2 times. One is with Year 2 Member and one with Year 1 Member. Than change shirt and go to class. Mr.Babu told us our photo taking session is 1pm than suddenly said is 1.30pm than we wait for him and he didn't appear. I try to call him and he didn't pick up phone call. So near 2pm I go find him and he still teaching other class. Haiz. Than he realize I keep calling him. lol. I am so tired. Have to take so many times. The funny shot very fun. lol. Memories of my class. Than when we went for NWA lesson. Mr.Allan still look very sick. Hope he now better. Than after school Ms Maggie saw me and tell me to pass her back the Kootbits CD. The disc is not with me. I got so many problem already. I emo after that. I really believe in wrong people. Why that time I believe in him and now I am in deep trouble. I really wish he will return.

Today morning I wake up very wake. I faster go to school and take my NWA test. When I reach school my teacher not even started the test. 9am finally she give us the test paper. My stomach pain after taking her test. I really pain like hell. Than Mr. Babu FYP lesson I go to toilet and do my business. Than I went to class. Our presentation for our project is ready. Haha. After present just wait for other group present. Haha. Than when we go home I went to Hub and saw Zhi Xiang with his girlfriend. I go read newspaper and find jobs. I find don't know how many days already. I wait for my friend they all come down to Student Hub and go for dinner as well. Than we go down to Heartland Mall the near by coffeshop and eat. After that I went back to school for real work. Haha. What a nice day that I sick and happy day I have. Haha. Memories.. :)

16th August 2009

2009-08-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today I was late for Du Jing Jia Ting Ri. Also don't know why recently can't wake up in times. Very tired. I think. Haiz..
But today I still can my favourite song. I am so Happy.. Than after DJJR I went to Tian Guo to ly for tonight their weeding. But on the way I keep buying food and eat. I don't know why so hungry. I going to be a pig soon. Haiz.. Than when we reach tian guo that time. I thought why like nothing to do. Is that we need to go down to B1 ly. The liao yuan very fun and learn a lot of things from Pu Zi Zhu. I really learn a lot. Haha. Than I reaching home. Aunty call me and tell me to wait for them than I went to find them and we went to Sim Ming Road and eat. Haha.. Eat again. I really become fat pig... Haha

15th August 2009

2009-08-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today I late for work. Lol.. I like I almost like that all the time. But today I want to seal the books also cannot. Too busy. Today there is one kids look very supscious. Haiz.. Keep pretnding to pack books than no time for others. Haiz.. But today my wan't that bad. I love myself. Haha. After work I went to buy my shoe if not my shoe spoil already. Than I faster go home and ready for Qing Kou Ban when I reach that time Mei Hua meet me and get the book from me for her dong xiu and she gave me one bottle of Bartely Water. The drink very nice. I hope everyday I got new stuff to drink. Haha.

14th August 2009

2009-08-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today go to work. Ithought I will see my happy New schdlue. I waiting for Mr. Leong to change only. Than today so busy lots of books to do. Keep house keeping and etc. Haiz. Until tonight when I see the new one. Its no different for me. I want to work but can't work. I don't know what to do. I maybe changing jobs or I need to take 2 part time jobs at a time. Haiz..

13th August 2009

2009-08-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today morning wake up almost late for school. Than I faster rush down to school. Mr.Babu ask me for passport for my Malaysia trip and I tell him that I can't go. He ask me why and I tell him because my house got money problem and he ask me my aunty they can't for me? and I reply they cant even afford. I tell Mr.Babu a lot fo times sorry. I really hope I can go. I hope De Ming go Hong Kong he will be happy bah. I really hope I can go this trip. Haiz. What can I do? Since they can't afford than don't go lor. Haiz.. Hope at Singapore I also got fun..

:(

12th August 2009

2009-08-12T23:14:00.001+08:00

Today morning during lesson Guo Ming talk to me at msn and ask me to find some part time job that has a high pay like Tutor at outside but sometime I at bxb I also can stuck at the work. How to become Tutor outside. I know there are people out there care for me. But I really don't know what to do. I find jobs online and some of them I can't work because requires O Level if not is those waiter or those job that I can't make it. I really don't kow what to do. Sometimes I thinking just choose a job and don't go Ban Qi but I think thorugh again. Is good if I go Ban Qi as a JDY. Somemore I going to get Biao Yang Jiang. So I have to do my best in BXB and Study and Ban Qi too. So I try to find a job won't affect it. I know sometimes I can't blame about Ban Qi. But actually I didn't. I know LMCB want. But sometimes really I don't know what to do. If someone can understand my feeling. Haiz. No choice. Try to find other jobs. After school I thought I so excited because I thought I go let my father sign the form for the Malacca trip. But I knew something will happen. It really happen. I can't go for the Malacca trip. Even school subside the trip I don't need pay money. But becuase of my own expenese and I can't go. I really sad when I was in the bus back to school. I almost cry. Haiz.. I really hope I can go and somemore I can learn new things. Don't know what to do?? I think I not going studying after Nitec and go NS. Than come out work but of course Ban Qi I will still go. Of course as a JDY I have to go. Lots of things happen this few years especially this year. Sometimes I really thinking go out of BXB as a JDY. But I don't want too. But have to give Ban Yuan the knowledge. So I have to do my best. Jia You bah. I can do it de.
Haiz..
What can I do??
Maybe I don't have chance to go already.

11th August 2009

2009-08-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, today Mr. Babu during our afternoon lesson he come in and give me consent form. I can go Malacca already. Today I just get the self delcartion form. Need to let father sign and I try thursday give to Mr. Babu because this tomorow I going over his house there. I hope father can sponor me the money for my personal expense and my own item. I use my money and buy myself. I really hope can go for this trip because I can definely learn lots of things. I really hope to go for this 3 weeks. For the new Ex-Co maybe school reopen and interview them. I hope will not be late. Hope my wish come true..:)

10th August 2009

2009-08-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

That day I message Mr.Leong about my schedule and today I see my version 2 Schelude is going from bad to worse. I work a lots of days bceome only 4 days. During lunch I message Mr. Leong about the schdule again. I hope he can change. I very worried.What will the new Manager plan if I want to work. I relly need to work. Now my father and mother cant work. Only left me that can work. I don't want to use my aunty money so much. One day $10 that I have no choice. Working and school outside food very expensive. My working there only I earn $100+. After paying my Handphone. I still not enough money for my own stuff. I now already very save. I never even eat dinner because of saving money. I now trying to find new jobs. I hope can be better. Haha. I really don't know what to do. Haiz..

2nd August 2009

2009-08-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went eat with Pasty during lunch and dinner during work. I heard that my side the 3 woman going liao. But Mr. Leong also going sad sia. They all go to the new store at Little India. After work I came back very late.. When I came back and eat the dinner my cousin also eating. My aunty than wake up and she tell me to wash the plate. I know I was wrong that I throw the plate. But before my that small cousin go NS until now why after he eat. He always don't wash the play. When I never do anything she will scold me. Its very unfair. She scolded me and say a lot of things. Until I message some of my friend to tell them stop contacting me. MNy aunty don't even undersatnd how I feel. Even when she knows she will also say my cousin very tired from work. When he last time never work she also say this. Its sound so wrong and irrating lah. I hate it. Its really unfair. My cousin only care to use the PSP when he come back and the computer. The computer also not use their omney buy want lor. Its my father and I total pay that $1000 computer.I not even ask them for the charge yet. My aunty said she will pay the internet fee money until where. Now I am paying everything for them. Thats why sometimes got thing I rather find friend than my aunty and talk.

Today I went to bxb after I wake up. Poh Ling they all worried for me and keep sms and call me. But I didnt reply their call. I slack outside after bxb until 6.30pm than go home because aunty they all go National Day Dinner. So I don't want go than I come back very late. After I come back take a bathe and than I want to take bus 235 and when I reach bustop I saw Mr. Leong my popular Manager take bus 231. After that I saw Mr. Babu jogging. What a day I have. After saw Manager than Teacher. Haha

28th July 2009

2009-07-28T20:20:00.003+08:00

This few days I know I have let lots of people worry about me. I have told Lawernce not to contact him. But I know some people still care about me. But I want to be alone. Its a hard time for me this few days. I have just quarrel with my aunty last Saturday. Sometime I really don't understand why my aunty can do things that she promise us and never do and she also side her younger son than everytime said is mine wrong. I that day I talk to her about something and than she tell me and go cut my hair on Sunday and I said I must see whether Lawernce can wait for me and than we can go down Fo Tang together. Than she said that he is my gay partern and whatever lah. I really sad because it really hate my feeling. I not don't want go cut hair. Is there I don't have time and money. I want to save money than go cut my hair.
I now don't want take money from her just because of this type of things. I know its hard for her that she everyday have to give me money and support me. Thats why I want to save money first. I lots of things need to buy lor. Somemore I don't want to let them know and make them worried. I am very tired. I have to work and support myself now for other things. My phone bills I have to pay and other things. I want to save money and buy my shoe and other stuff. When her son talk and cut the conversation and i scolded him than my aunty scold me because I scold her son. If I am the one who do that she sure will scold me. I didn't let anyone know and this week I told my Student Council Member that close to me not to find me. I also feel upsad. Even I told Lawernce not to contact just because my aunty said that word. I feel very upsad. No one know how I feel. I even told Lawernce that I maybe will drop up from BXB. Maybe I think I need to work. I really don't know what to do. I know Lawernce was very angry and upsad becuase that day I told him that not contact me. But I don't want to tell him is because when he talk to me those tone that I find that I don't really like. I don't think he can help me up. Haiz.

Someone tell me what should I do??

3rd July 2009

2009-07-03T23:29:00.004+08:00

Today Lawerence call me at about 10 +. He tell me he want to come out and shao wu xiang. So he went to my hopuse and after we shao wu xaing. We went to my aunty place and eat. While eating I talk to my aunty about I take over fo tang thing. Is not that I don't want to take over. Is because I think I still cant do it. There is one uncle said a lot of things that sit beside us. He don't even know what we talking and he talking so much. I feel very irrating. Than at first I don't feel like going to Botantic Garden. But after Lawerence than I feel better after that than I go out with him. sad thing..

:(

30th June 2009

2009-06-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today I help my aunty in the morning. Than at night want to meet Lawrence to go bai yang meet at Toa Payoh. Than I reliase my Wallet suddenly lost. We went eat leh than go find I still cant find the wallet. I feel very sad. I really hope my wallet can be found. I want to make police report after that but than it was close. So tomorow have to go to make report of lost item. Haiz. But I went the funeral feel very sad. Cox Lin Tz saw him last year at hostipal than now pass away. Feel that life really short. Hope I can do and liao yuan more in this long path. Hope lmcb..

23th June 2009

2009-06-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

Today I wake up every late. 12 plus than wake up and go help aunty. After that 3 plus I came back to do house work first. Use computer and went over to Hong Tz Fo tang for Zhong Xin Lun Liu. The dao yi was amazing. I almost cry because the dao yi talk a lot that link to me. I really feel like giving up this few day. After I heard today dao yi. I felt very happy and change my thinking. Haiz..
Yesterday think for so long. I give that guy one more chance. I think that because when I in trouble that time he help me a lot. So I decide to give him a chance. Maybe whatever I owe him now pay back already..

Haiz..

21st June 2009

2009-06-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today finally can take photo for zhuang yuan shai already. So happy. Today afternoon want to wait for bus than bus go already. Than go myself to tian guo. After the photo taking go out with one dao zhong friend to bugis and buy jing bei than after that go eat. We went to tian tian wu eat also the dessert at Bishan.. After so much I really feel that I cant do well. Everybody I do my best already. But how can I liar to my Preisdent and do those things. I told Zhi Xiang about returning the key he was shock. But I really think I shouldnt do this. I hope everything will go past.
History cant change. But I am not helping in Anything. I really too uselss already.. Sianz..

20th June 2009

2009-06-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

16th to 18th June is our Student Council Camp. I really sad when starting because we target 100+ people to come than in the end only 50+ came. I find that I cant plan things.
3 days I didnt sleep. I have cried in the camp and no ones knows. I really sad. Especially I know I shouldnt help the Student Council member. He at camp scold my Games Committee. I really don't know what to do.
When the 1st half of the day I really hope my President can come back from NUS ASAP.. I really tired and scared. I find that I really useless.. I really fell like giving up. My games committee really hate him now and me too. But the Camp there is one member said want to sing song for me. Than I never go the sing a long session because I too tired to go. But I hoope I can heard that. I really feel like giving up..

30 April 2009

2009-04-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today get the new script for Senimar. Now more things to do..
Next Monday rehearshal already..

28th April 2009

2009-04-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

Today morning went for event for one whole day. Damn tired. 12pm, Ms Maggie meet us to brief us on Student Senimar. The result was out. Yesterday peformance wasnt that good. But the Course Mananger and other Judges give us one more chance to ask us whether are we going to take the challenge to Simei ITE on 15 May 2009. Decide for so long. Our team have make up a decision and the Course Manager was happy to herad that we want to go for it. But hard work have to put in as well. For now have to really focus on the Semi Final. No matter we win or not. Thats a lot of effort we put in and we have learn lots. Matthais Team also get in already. Now we are going to challenge other ITE Team. It will be a tough for us but I hope no matter what. We have to do our best and go in for 24th to 26 June 2009 Finals..

9 April 2009

2009-04-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to do the implement of the project. Today lesson very fun.. really enjoy doing the project. Ms Maggie tell us a lot about the presentation. I got only a few things need to do. I will do my best for it. Than we went off around 5 plus. I went to Bukit Batok MRT there nearby eat and go home prepare Qing Zhu. During Kun Dao Qing I went down to let the person see my phone

7th April 2009

2009-04-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today early in the morning my stomach still a bit pain .. Actually I want to take one more day MC. After that I think I cant take MC again because my father cant work already because of his age. I need to work to support myself. So I go work a bit late when I go to work. Zhi Xiang call me and ask me about the tie and laptop and supect I make missing. When I go work first things I already start doing coming stock already really tired than after that come out for a bit of rest only.. After dinner do stock again until cant finish.. Really tired and stomach very pain sia..

6th April 2009

2009-04-06T21:04:00.002+08:00

Yeterday no time to update my blog. I came back home very late. Yesterday I at Stationary Department work. Syn Yee and I on that Department only. Actually today I should go work and do stock but today early in the morning my stomach damn pain. Than I took MC. Rest at home very boring.

31st March 2009

2009-03-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today early in the morning I almost late. I meet bro at Bugis Mac.. But I thought I late so I went to aunty shop and eat and take cab go there..
In the end he late so I wait for him for the 30mintutes. In the end .. We meet and do our Project and start to do.. Later a while I am urget so I went to the toilet at Bugis Junction inside. Than I saw 2 men fighting dont know for what. lol..
After that bro went to Sheng Siong and take things and went home while I go eat and meet Ranjth and Chen Li and we went to Lavanda and fetch bro and we went to Fairfield to do our training. Than a while later bro tell me he not happy. I went out talk to him and he better and continue to teach. I teaching half way my aunty call me and tell me be home by 7.00pm she said there will be people coming and repair somthing. After the lesson I went with bro to a coffeeshop and eat and we went to bus stop and I took cab go home. I have no much time left. When I at cab my uncle told me dont need to rush back. Waste my money only .. After that I went home there are packets of Hokkien Mee and I ate one packet and after that I go meet Xiang Yun and give her something that I brougth for her during the Malacca Trip.. So long already now than I give her.. Hahaha lol..

27th March 2009

2009-03-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today I went back to the interview to help up. Afternoon. I wait for bro at school at student hub. Than Pho Li, Poh Ling, Tze Hoe( Bro), Kenneth,Ting Ting we went to Pasir Ris Park to let Ting Ting cool down about what happen yesterday. Than we went down to Downtown east and eat Mac. We really have fun at the Mac. We kerep disturib Kenneth and Poh Li. But overall very fun .. LOL.. Next week cant enjoy already have to project. But last week of holiday we will go out for moive liao..waiting for that day. I told Aaron I wont go for next Tuesday I will not be down for the Ex-Co Meeting. After today interview I will not go down event already.. I must study hard.
Other Campus my friend also from Student Council. The Tampines, Deputy Treasure keep asking me and tell me stay at Student Council. But i have to think again..

26th March 2009

2009-03-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

Udpate only today cant use computer yesterday. Internet cant use.

Early in the morning went to school for interview.. But I fought with Zhi Xiang, the President of MacPherson ITE. The things lost from Student Hub office. But I after that went to help them interview. But he told teacher that I want to quit from SC. But I told Teacher In-Charge I not quitting. I just don't feel like going event after school reopen I need to study. I want my GPA go back to what I want. I don't want to drop liao. Hope I will do all my best in study. I want to aim forward after that Wei Jian,Sabariah,Dainel,Tze Hoe,Poh Li,Kennet(Poh Li Boyfriend),Poh ling and some other people celebrate Ting Ting birthday. After that Bro,Kenneth,Poh Li,Poh Ling and I went to play Boling and than go eat and talk till abit late and we go home. :)

24th March 2009

2009-03-24T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today early in the morning I wake up and prepare to go to school for my Ex-Co Meeting for Orieation in April after school reopen. I was very tired because I yesterday come back very late. I went to Mo Fan Ban until very late. Hope LMCB. Its very tired to handle. When I going to school I remeber that my Dao yi coming soon. I a lot of things to prepare. I still not yet find the story and the activity. When the Ex-Co Meeting,I quarrel with my Ex-Co. I really really tired.
I have to do Student Council Stuff and Prepare Dao Yi , every monday have to go for Mo Fan ban and work for my money until now I am so tired. I talk to Tze Hoe. I feel like qutting SC. But he support me not to quit. But in the fact I am very tired. I feel like giving up and shut my eye to leave this world. I really tired.. No one understand how I feel. When everytime I want to open a meeting no one understand why I open meeting in rush. People keep saying me. I find everbody hate me lots. I dun care. I really feel like giving up. Even in Student Senimar people also said that I am a bad leader. I find that I not fit to be a VP of ITE CCMP SC. I find my aunty that time make wrong choice. She should let me stay in the Children Home than maybe I don't have so much problem already.

Someone tell me what to do.. ????

I am damn tired now..

19th - 22nd March 2009 Ex-Co @ KL

2009-03-22T23:16:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning I cant wake up and Mother call me. Than I know I almost late. I faster wake up and bath and go to the market and eat and mother give me money and take Cab go down to Bishan ITE to assemble. When we reach Malacca and have our lunch 1st than we went to KL the Hotel for our Workshop. The workshop wasn't that boring lucky the teacher make it very fun. After that we went to eat our Dinner ouside and come back contiue our workshop.. At Night we take a DISC Quiz about SC. I find that my President in the catogery very fit his charcter.He really cant take too much of project one shot. The charcter really fit me that I am. I most of the time follow rules. When back to sleep lor. Damn tired and the bed was very comfortable.

2nd Day morning went for the breakfast,lucky got something to eat.. Hahahaha. All the day I not with my MP exco because I eat with the tour guide with my special food. After the breakfast we went to Workshop again. All the P and VP together and sit down listen to the teacher talk.
We went for lunch after that than we proceed to Stamford College for the Ex-Change. It was fun and we take a group photo together and we went for our dinner and go shopping for a while.

3day we went to Sunway lagoon after our breakfast. I didnt play much but overall very fun and scared until like I almost going to die. We went to Sunway Prymaid and shopping after that for the 1 whole day.

Last day we check out hotel and went to the Chocolcate factory and went back to Bishan ITE around 9pm. very tired after I reach home..

6th March 2009

2009-03-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today morning I went to aunty there and eat. There is one Tz said about my hair and I find that he cant comment me. As a Tz he also never follow the rules. Afternoon I went to school thought my want to talk to a SC Member because this few days I keep settle his matter. Lucky his problem just now settle. Very tried because this few night I keep helping him to talk to the other party. I help him not because he is my SC Member but because I can see his attidue in SC ok. People also need time change like me. I last time also need to use 2 years than can change my attiude. lol.. I hope I help him this time he will change better. I know he can do it want. I hope to see him change better.

27th Feb to 1st March 2009

2009-03-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

Malacca Trip was very fun..

1st Day we went Tampines ITE and gather and we shall all go to the bus to Malacca..

When we 1st reach Malacca already in the afternoon so we went to eat our lunch. Of course I am the most special want again after that lunch got 2 girls got me 菜菜 because I vegetarain mah. Than we go to the Cublic Electronics Factory and there sell all MP3 and radios. It was fun and we learn a lots. But also very tired. When we went in to the factory and look around they want to us wear the shoe protecter to protect our shoe after that tour we went for dinner and after the dinner we went to "Chicken Farm" from chinese convert to english. But actually call the malacca jonker street we went there for shopping but only for 1hour and I only brought a few stuff. After that we to the hotel and check-in and I share room with 3 other guys but that living rooms a bit big. But the bathtub do not have the things cant use. So I didn't use. The other guys who share room with me saw cockroach and don't dare to use the toilet and bath. LOL.. After thar he went to the other room to lend his friends toilet and bath. Than after my bath I went to sleep already. Maybe its my 1st time to toilet and I don't know that the bed have a blanket and I sleep half way very cold and I woke up and don't feel like sleeping but after that I saw the guy sleep beside me he got a blanket and seem like he use to cover himself.I saw he use that blanket is from the bed. So I deicde to take up and that really a blanket so I cover myself and feel more warm. Haiz..

After that 2nd Day morning 7.30am we have a morning call up the hotel and we went to eat our breakfast after that we back to our room and bath and get ready for the city tour and we went for the city tour we first stop went to the SanBo Temple and visit the other few temple and we also visit the christ chruch and etx. After that we have our lunch at after that the tour guide and teacher let us have free times and we went a little shopping. After that we meet back and go to the Baba and Nyonya Heritage Museum and I learnt a lot different stuff about nyonya and the 4th Generantional are the boss over there after which we went back to hotel and take a rest and I wait for the 2 girls to message over and we go to Mahkota Parade for shopping and I brought a perfum for myself and we eat Macdoalns Food over there and we wanted to go to Jonker Steet but we not sure where is it and we call the tour guide and he bring us half way and we walk oursleves. I brought some items for my cousin and aunty and eat the Tea Egg over there. A lots of things over the Jonker Street. After that around 9+10 we went back to the hotel and I take a bath after a while the boys came back and I open the door and I go to sleep already.

The last day was going to miss the Mahkota Hotel we have our breakfast and we went to back up and pack our bags and we leave Mahkota Hotel and we went to Observation Tower and I did not go down because it was abit tired for me. We went to shop near Yong Ping call YoYo and I brought some stuff for my other aunty and my class and teacher. and we went to Tan Kim Hock and buys lots of things. I am crazy about there. The things over there was very cheap and I wish I can go again. But looks abit dangerous. Finally we came back to Singapore and I miss Malacca shopping and the tour guides.

End of our jounery..

:)

26th Feb 2009

2009-02-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today early in the morning I went to Tampines ITE for the Maclcca Trip briefing, the briefing make me nervous because I scared no time to go back to school. After the breifing I faster go back to my own Campus for the Ex-Co meeting. 12.30pm I reach back campus no time to eat and I prepare Agenda and prints out and set up properly for the Ex-Co for the Meeting. I serisouly very tried. At the meeting I heard of things. I really fell like throw all my things down and ruin out I very stress!! I now don't dare to face all the people around me. Sometimes really drive me crazy. After the Ex-Co meeting still got GM. I damn tired and stressup. I still having lesson after the GM. Its really tired. I keep thinking am I a good leader and why the Treasure my must always do the oppsite way that I said. My President always want to listen to him. I said its already standard by the Central Committee and they said they still want to ask so much...
I really really sick and tired. Today meeting I really fell like throw all the things and let them conduct the meeting. I will never set a meeting again.. Lots of people tell me that I not a good leader. I find that I am really not a good leader..

23rd Feb 2009

2009-02-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

Morning actually I wake up a bit early but I still late for school lesson. But lucky Wee Liang also late. He ask teacher to mark our attendance present instead late. Hahahahahahaha.. Ms Bu lesson today also got a bit early end. After school wee liang, de ming they all come to student hub look for me. Still got what things to say. Play CS only. Haiz. They play CS I went to office and put the agenda for this thursday meeting for ex-co and general meeting. Busy.. Last friday I went for College Central meeting a lot of things need to tell members before I go to malacca this friday. I know sure there will be some of them will complain. But what can I do? Only I went down for the meeting and I have to tell all of them by this week. If not is too late for them.
After that I went to plan what to say and type for the details for my meeting.
I went home, I wash clothes and plan the things and I need to type the things out. I didnt hang up the clothes. My aunty wake up and scold me. She said if I dont do things she will not give me go to the Malacca trip this friday. I need to do so much thing at one time. Whenever people want to force me to do something I more hate to do. I am a human too, I am not a dog. Whatever they all tell me do something I must do. But whenever I ask them help me. Do they help me? they did not. My cousin come back just use the computer and do nothing and I my aunty didnt say anything. They only will say my cousin working very tired and they cant do so much thing. But when they even not working also the same. Thats why I don't like so early go home. This is the reason why.. I hate giving me so many different of excuse that why should I do so much. When I want to lend money from my aunty she don't lend me and said she dun have. But when she need money from me than I lend her never return.
Really make it hate it sia. I really sick and tried of it already.

21st Feb 2009

2009-02-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

Today was a very busy day. Morning wake up and help out at the old folks home and than I went to eat with aunty and they talk a lot until I late for one workshop at Tian Hui today. Chen tz drive me to a bustop and I want to wait for my bus but was damn late already. So I went
to take cab to Tian Hui instead. The traffic really jamp until cant go through lucky the taxi uncle change another way to go. I reach Tian Hui late for around 10mins but they still not yet start. Lucky.. Haiz..
When I come back I try to talk to my aunty about I want to change my phone to line and she refuse to give me.

8th Feb 2009

2009-02-08T23:46:00.003+08:00

Arh... Today wake up late. Today we meet 7.30am at Toa Payoh Interchange to go tian guo for xin chun tuan bai. I wake up at 7.00am. Than I quickly iron my shirt and go to interchange and redrawn $$ .. Actually I dun feel like eating today. Now I really have money problems. I want to lend money from my aunty yesterday and she said she don't have enough money. When I lend her I didn't said anything. She always lend from me and never me. I need money for my Student Senimar Fees. Than I try to lend from friends. Lucky I manage too. This year our QSN XCTB was very fun. I really touch when see the video from video group of tian guo fo tang. This year is the 15th Year of our QSNB. I saw the past video. I was touch and I almost cried. We sing Qing Shao Nian zi ge as well. Remember last year sing this song during "C" Camp. I was very happy. Really LMCB. All the DCS and ZC teach me until now as a "C" Group JDY. I really happy last time Xue Tz, Gui Long and Hui Ling teach a lot and others JDY and bring me this jounery. Today also see Biao Yi Zhu peform I was very happy and sad too because I want to join as a BYZ memeber but I can't. Too Busy.After lao yu sheng. I went to work and today I very busy I keep staying inside the English Department Storeroom and call customer for their Twilight Seiries books. Very tired today. I called some of them and they did not pick up the phone calls and make me feel very angry. Today Leong and Jing on MC only left crystal one HOD. Even her dinner time also come out for exchange. At dinner time Elijah and Chao Jun eat and drinks but I see them buy I dare not buy. When rain they went to office eat and I went to packet Vergetarian chicken rice and I went to office and join them. I talk to Elijah about quitting of SC. But he keep telling me not to quit. But I really don't know I can stay how long. Everything like shit in SC. About to close and I stand at the door. Today I do the door. Boring. Sandy wait for Elijah and Chao Jun at popular outside. Eljah and Chao Jun today sweep floor very fast and they want to wait for me and I tell them go off. But they at downstair wait for me. But I said I need to go. Sandy call me and tell me not to quit I think she heard from Elijah about me. I don't know what to do?? I really can't take it anymore..

3rd Feb 2009

2009-02-03T23:44:00.005+08:00

Today I wake up and I went to school. When I reach school some of our SC member came to me and ask me for leave form so I wrote for them. After I wrote for them I went to office and tske leave form and give Mr.Babu and after I give it to him I back home and take my IF textbook and went to Toa Payoh Interchange meet my aunty to renew my passport. After I renew my passport I went to eat with my aunty at KouFu Foodcourt. After I eat I went back to school and Ms Bu just start to teach next lesson. I finish her work and let her see and I tell her yesterday work I tomorow than I do. She said is ok and I a bit happy. After the lesson I meet Shawn to eat and come back to school to dicuss project. When eating I sms Elijah and I ask him what happen if a campus do not have a Vice-President? After he repiled me and I think I want to quit SC. I very tired in SC because I find that there are a lot of the Ex-Co made me sick and tired. All the Jan In-take still ok but the April In-Take Ex-Co they really didn't do their job.

For the President I have nothing to said.
The Secatary have do her job but she didn't update the Attendance for every event and meeting in the office computer.
For the treasure I have been waiting for their yearly proposal budgeting but up to now I didn't recieve their proposal and tell them to get the $$ from the previous treasure and didn't take yet.
The main treasure the worse. After last year I promote to VP and have the 1st Ex-Co meeting he tell everyone that even he wasn't the VP and he can behave like a VP. What does this show??? Is it mean I can't do it. He want to take over my position?? I don't mind if want it. Is really irritating. Everybody like have to listen to him. Whenever he tell my Chairman do something and my other Ex-Co do something I really don't know about it.

The Chairman of Student Well-Being at first I see is OK. Now from Bad to worse.
That day when 2nd Feb 2009. There is an event. He wear rings and I tell him to take off. He refuse to. he said cant take out. Than its OK for them. After event more worse as a ex-co he put on so many rings. He told me that our Teacher-In-Charge allow him to wear. I said our teacher don't know about it. Now from bad to worse.

Chairman of House - Few days ago he told so of the ex-co that there is one person going to promote to DY Sectary the person just join only. If teacher allow I will disagree with it. He just join not long ago and now want to promote. Must wait long long.

Chairman of CCA & Enrichment - He is ok. He had done his duty well.

Chairman of Project - Even some time he like to complain but can see he is doing his duty.

Chairman of Publicity and Communication - She had do her job. I really had nothing to said about it.

Thats all I have to siad about my Ex-Co.

Now a days our student hub using computer never write in the file and SC Member using computer during Student Hub opening hours and play games.
Now Student Council going to die soon.

:(

I don't care anymore.

I going to quit.

:(

2nd Feb 2009

2009-02-02T20:01:00.003+08:00

Today I wake up at a bit late. I wake up need to iron my long sleeve for today event. Than I faster iron my long sleeve and go to school for the event. When I reach school there is only a few of them back. Zhi Xiang called Max and Farhan when the event started and Max said he at home because he don't have white long sleeve shirt. Lucky some of the Ex-Co and Member help out the whole event. It was very boring and tired for us beacause there is no break for us. There is break but I no time to eat. I saw my Chairman of Student Well-Being wear rings and I told him to take out,he tried but couldn't take out. He went to ask our Teacher In-Charge and he told me that our Teacher said can wear. I told him our Teacher In-Charge don't know about SC rules. After that he more worse he put all the rings at his neck. As an Ex-Co and a SC member he do this and I am very dissapointed. I really really sick and tired about it.

1st Feb 2009

2009-02-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today I went to work in the morning of course. Hahaha. Than after breifing by DM than I went to pack department. Today department very messy. I heard from Lian yesterday she at Cashier and no one at English Department. So today a bit messy. When I pack fininsh I went to Cashier to do packer. No people I just go there do KPO. Than Lian went for lunch when she come back I went lunch and after my lunch time she talk to me and scolded me and said that she ask T&A HOD dun let me go in to cashier today. I today never pack up for her properly and said a lot of things. I really hate that.

31st Jan 2009

2009-01-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today in the morning,Qian Er Aunty call me to help her in today one show. 8.30am must reach Boon Lay. I faster wake up and go help already.
At Boon Lay one of the Secondary School there. I waited for a long time the show not started and I scared I will not in time to meet my father. Than lucky when started end early. So I faster take MRT to Farrer Park MRT wait for my father. When I reach there it was still early so I went to look for places that have sell vegetarian but no place. So I went to 7-11 to buy bread and eat. I went to the shopping there and take a look. I saw the place there sell thumbrive and MP3 very chep. I thinking to buy from there when I got my $$.. Than I see the time near I go back Farrer Park MRT Control Station and wiat for my father and they still not yet reach so I slack there. When they reach we went to my Mother her 2nd Sister there and get my Ang Bao. Hahaha. We go there about 1hour and we went off already. Actually aunty people very good. She really take care of my mother health. But I don't her son attiude. Haiz.. Hope I will know more all my mother side silibing in future.

29th Jan 2009

2009-01-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today morning SW Lesson I a bit boring because today I didn't do much. Lazy to do.. Hehehe.. I watch them play Bandmintion and FloorBall after warm up after that I went for Lunch Break. When I came back for Maggie lesson I was told I don't need go for Lifeskill Lesson already. But today is ok. Maybe next week onwards I not going in already. I today see their group do the project I also headaches. I give them a bit of idea. Try to help them because they also my previous groupmate. Must help them.. LOL.... After that when to XP Lesson. Today lesson I know what to do for pratical. Thats a miracle,the lesson today also headache. Keep Login and Logout the 4 exercise really crazy.. But lucky I finish by 5pm so I told teacher today got Student Senimar Lesson. After I went off to meet them for the meeting. We went down to near my last time working place BBC that area Libarary for look for books to do some research for the Student Senimar Project. Lucky everybody do some research there to help up for the project.

24th Jan 2009

2009-01-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

Oh.. Today I update blog very late.. I just reach home.

Today I got work. A lot of things happen today. Funny and serious and also hates.

Starting in the morning, I took bus 231 to bus interchange to take MRT. When I reach Interchange I saw Carmen and she at there doing Flag Day. She ask me to donate $$ so I did donate abit. Than I went to work. When I enter I saw there is one book title was Singapore Toons. Than I called Shawn ask him go to Tiong Bahru Plaza to check this book wheter is the resource good for us. Than he sms me and tell me there is no this book already.I think meeting we will go and see this book again. After the morning briefing. I was packing the department. I saw Guo Ho ng and Li BinThan today very close at there and keep talking. Than I saw some books on my self wrong place so I thought I want to go System check this few book where to put but seem the system down. After that I find that very boring and I went to Cashier there help Sandy do Packer. I very boring that time and I disturb her. Today was very fun day. Than I went to packet my lunch and Jun Yuan,Elijah,Chao Jun and Me today eat the same time. Than we chat at eat at there. After lunch I continue help Sandy at Cahsier and keep disturb her. I keep saying yes ma'm yes ma'm and we keep laughing like at mad people there. Aiyo Ah Jie don't how to recorgise HOD want lor. LOL... Than 5.30pm I went home and pack my thing and go eat reunion dinner with my father and his friends at outram park.

Seriously I rather don't go and eat with them. Cotinue work better than eat with them.

I really my father those friends. After they eat the people who serve food never say "next time come again" than my father friends said: " all vegetarian is like that, don't know customer serivce". My mother said want to take cab home because after send her home than me take cab home than I said don't need because I need to buy cracker for my aunty. My father friend said " your son buy things for his aunty and never buy for you" and I told my father friend that My aunty give me money buy ok.. I really hate my father friends. They are so irreating. I went down to Chinatown want to buy cracker for my aunty that day she brought and very nice and want to buy somemore. But I went to wrong side. I went to a shop still rememeber that time she said she want to buy the shirt so I brought it for her. Than I went to the cracker shop and buy the cracker for her. After buy I sms Elijah and ask them what time they go to Mac at workplace nearby. I go there meet them. Than I went back to work place and wait for them and go to the Mac. Than we go there and slag and Elijah use his laptop and show us something.

I keep bully Chao Jun at Mac because she eat orange and talk at the same time. Than I keep distrub her until like mad. Hahahahahahahaaaa.. Than Chao Jun went home we cotiune at mac until like 11.45pm than Sandy brother call her to go home. Than we went home after that.

Tomorow eat reunion dinner with my aunty lor. Going to Chinese New Year and I am so happy to get my ang bao.

Hahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahahahhahahahaha

22th Jan 2009

2009-01-22T22:51:00.004+08:00

Today I reach school at 10am. Than I go there do something and 10.25am and I go and change my shirt prepare for SW lesson. Than Ching Wai sms me tell me he not coming for SW today. I at first very boring. If he never come and no one will play bandmintion with me already. Than I put my bag inside student hub and I put my HP and key with Jin Ting. Today I think I never do strecthing properly. After SW lesson my leg very pain. Today very surpise my class no one play basketball. All play Soccer at field and De Ming,Yong Ming,Yu Xian and I play bandmintion together. LOL . Yu Xian serving let De Ming laugh until like a mad dog. After SW lesson I went to student hub De Ming and Roy follow me to Student Hub. I want to print something for next Wednesday event. Roy and I went to Market there and eat and wait for Ching Wai. But De Ming stay at Student Hub and play computer because today Yong Ming never bring school uniform. Than he went home to take,the gay couple no each other cannot want. After that I back to school that time I scared Iwas late for Ms Maggie lesson. But when I walk my stairs I saw Wee Liang they all. Than I not that worried and Wee Liang ask me for EZ Link card for Lift access. But I don't want to lend him and he said 11 years friend already why don't want lend me. I don't care him. hahahaha. Than I went to Lifeskill lesson. I not in the project group but Yu Xian keep asking me a lot of things. Haiz. Ms Maggie tell them to dicuss project that time Roy their team like all of them didn't do anything find they all very terrible. Only Roy and Ching Wai doing things they all never even give suggestion. How to work like that for them??

After that is the XP Lesson today Izzat got so PS by the Mr. Allan. hahaha.. Today Project lesson for XP Lesson I a bit blur but still can follow..

My whole class today can start enjoy already because they have 5days holiday but I don't have beacause tomorow I need to go back to school for Student Senimar project. Sat I am working and than Sunday I need to help my aunty than Monday than I go will go back home and Tuesday I will come back already.

When I reach home. My aunty going out to meet one of our fo tang last time ban shi yuan at Toa Payoh Interchange but after that they talk a bit and they deicde go to Lu Lai and eat. They talk a lot until around 8.45pm than go home. When I reach home I very tired..

21st Jan 2009

2009-01-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night I sms back Sandy and ask her what happen. She said the things is just a small matter hope she will feel better. Today early in the morning I wake up around 5.30am and I charge school laptop while charging I play CS and GTA using the laptop. I play until don't feel like going to school. But after that I still go to school. I take bus 155 while at the bus I sleep at the bus. The bus today jam until very terrible. Haiz.. Really tired. I 8.45am than reach school. Mr. Babu than mark attendance and just nice I at the class already. Ms.Bu teach we coding again. Today I really blur what I do. 1st part of the assigment I still know what to do. Than last part I copy De Ming the coding and I just edit it and I finish already. Than when I get back to classroom for the next lesson Mr.Babu today never teach much. So I play GTA at class using the laptop after that Babu only teach a bit and I contiue play GTA while some of our class people play CS and DOTA. When Babu set the Cisco test. I take the test and than I contiue the game again. I play until like a mad person today. Hahahaaa...
Than Nichoals saw me playing GTA and said I am Silent killer.. LOL..
Tomorow maybe I want to use the laptop and play again.. :)
lol..

20th Jan 2009

2009-01-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today I wake up a bit late because I today afternoon than got lesso. But 10+ in the morning I got a call from Mr. Mohammed ask me about the blazer carboard key. I was very tired because I went to Chinatown with aunty and came come so late and I got a call just for the key. Haiz. I reach school about 12.55pm so I went to student hub and put back the laptop. After that 1pm already I go back to class and Zhi Xiang told me one thing that they all came so early for Q-IAP and I came awhile and went off. When I heard that I was very angry because no one what am I doing. Everytime got event also tell me the time how the expected I came for the event. I went to class that time Babu also never teach he ask me want to do real work again and let ,me choose date so I choose Tuesday and Wednesday so today I should start my real work and than Babu drag around 2pm than teach us. About 3pm I got lesson at C2-06 so I put my bag and went to Student Hub. I told Elijah a lot of things that I really hate about. One of them is few days ago Zhi Xiang just told me that is an event need to wear blazer and I don't know anything. Mdm Faridal forward the mail to Mr.Nasir and he forward to Zhi Xiang. I don't know anything and Zhi Xiang told me that day. I was every angry I heard that aaron got the email by Mdm Faridas as well. Aaron is my Chairman and he know about the event and I am the Vic-President and I don't know about it. How can this thing happen and Shawn told me he in Student Council and just help out this event only. Like that also can mah. I really hate what the teacher had done. I will not go any event if I don't have the full information and I don't care what they say about me. As a VP of Student Council and I don't know anything. I am a bad leader like that. Its very irrating. After that I went to class. Ms Bu today teach us link and I very blur. But lucky everything went correctly. I slowly do because I need to stay back for real work. So after school I go Market there eat and I saw my favourite vegetarian you tou fo stall open so I went there eat. Long time never eat already. When I am eating Elijah call me tell me about the Chinese New Year card that need to give out to other campus and director and he ask to go Ang Mo Kio work place ther with him,Wei Jian and Vincent go there buy cards. I told him I got real work and I can't go. But when I went back to school babu tell me Next week Wednesday than go so I called Elijah and I went to Ang Mo Kio and look for them. I saw Chao Jun and Sandy today working . When I saw Sandy she seem like not happy and I don't know what happen. The 4 of us went to Mac and dicuss about the New Year card. Than I know that only part timer working on this thurday because they need to open until 4pm. So sad I cant go back work. When I reach home I recieve Sandy msms. She sound a bit wrong. Hope she will be better..

18th Jan 2009

2009-01-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today I wake up a bit late. Today afternoon than I need to go Fo Tang. Today 3pm than have AGM @ Tian Hui.. 12pm than I wake up. I went to mother there and eat. After that I went to tian hui. When I take bus there its early. So I went to shop at Bukit Merah Central went time up I go to Tian Hui. Than I went to Tian Hui for AGM lots of our JDY had finally promote. Gui Long and Zhao Xiang promote to Zhu Chang. Li Fei had promote to XXY. Hui Ling had promote to Yin Du liao yuan de chang. A few "B" Group Ban Yuan promote to JDY as well. Today than announce to go India and Liao Yuan. I want to go. But I got study so I cant go. I really wish to go India and Liao Yuan. Hope they next time plan want I can go bah. After AGM di de we went to Sim Avenue Ru Lai Vegetarian store and eat our Reunion Dinner. Lots of Tang Zhu went there as well. I also saw Lin Ya Hui TZ as well. Than after eating we went to eat ice cream. Xue Tz and her husband join us as well. So fast,Xue tz already had give birth. This year april baby will come out liao. This year 2009 is a good start for JDY and all QSN. All the best in our future. This year I will be busy already. I will be going for Mo Fan Ban. Hope LMCB everything will be success.

15th Jan 2009

2009-01-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today it was a verr fun day. Early in the morning I went to school around 10.15 am ready for SW lesson. 10.30am already teacher still not there. Our class feel very boring. So some of them went to Canteen and eat before lesson. 10.45 am Mr. Kelvin than come so slow.. Haiz.. Than we go hall do some strecthing and our teacher strecthing very boring.. Haiz.. After that I wanted to play bandmintion but Mr. Kelvin than introduce a new game to us. Is a combined of Tennis and Bandmintion. So some of us played that game. It was very fun and I feel like playing it again when next SW lesson. :) Later than Lunch time liao after I came back from lunch I go to Ms. Maggie class the Lifeskill Lesson. She let us see what did the 2 years ago student did for their oversea CIP trip. Than Ms. Maggie show them one photo that they eat grassgroper. Than teacher give them some cooked Worms eat. Hee.... So suck.. Lucky teacher never tell me try. She also don't know I am a vegeterian.. After talk so much. Ms Maggie want them to group up and do their project planing.My previous group that I did with last year. They are become 5 people already. Ms Maggie told our class that each group only can 3 - 5people. Lucky my that group leader and I now at Student Senimar project already. So they just nice have 5 people. But just now than only have 3 people. Ms. Maggie put a mentally disiable boy in that group so they have 6 members. While they dicuss about that project there is a lot of problem. Than want to do some topic but they worried for that guy and not all their member here there. So they this year project they relly headaches. Hope it will be fun for them. Teacher told me and my other classmate not to help them too much it was because she want them to communicate well,teacher also told the both of us a bit of what is the porject about for our Student Senimar. That group put a leader that is not always come to school. I very worried for them. I hope he willl com to school. Haiz.. Hope everything went smoth for them.

After school I went to student hub online msn and do some some stuff while waiting for time pass beacuse I 7pm than meet father for the payslip. I talk to Shawn,one of the team meber in Student Senimar. We talk about the project and maybe next riday we going to meet up and do some research for the student senimar project. Hope every thing when smooth (:

Thats all..
(:

14th Jan 2009

2009-01-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today, I was a very fun day. Ms Bu teach us new coding again. She do some coding from yesterday. I got print out so is some of it was easy for me. Than Mr. Babu give break in the morning no one want to go. First time see they all study. It was so touch.. Ms Bu today after last assigment give us go lunch liao. Is about 11.45am. Ms Bu better than Mr. Babu. Mr. Babu teach us lesson so boring. Today the afternoon lesson. Mr. Babu give us watch 3 video and it was so boring. Haiz.. Sian.. Than After pratical lesson he give us theory test on Chapter 2. and lucky I pass. After test I see De Ming doing LKY award projectand he regrets about the teamateshe choose. He told me his teamates have do nothing for that project. I distress him and help me feel happy a bit. He cannot finish his project and presenting so he told roy help him. Mr. Babu want to close the door already after lesson and he still doing. I tell them to go Student Hub do it. When I walk pass student hub notice board I saw my photo and I was shock . I so shy sia.. Than I go student hub with De Ming and Roy. The Student Hub door was unlock and I was shock.. Than I know it was my CCA of Project never lock. I lend roy Student Hub the laptop to help me with the problem and it was slove and I see De Ming so boring because Roy having night class and he accompany roy so I lend him the laptop and use internet while roy help me. After I went home,I hope De Ming Project had finsish. I only can say all the best for him and his teamate for the LKY awrad presentation tomorow..

12th Jan 2009

2009-01-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today I went to class late. When I reach class Jin Ting tell me Mr. Babu never the key so 9.30am will give break. When I reach class is 9.15am. Than I went down to Student Hub during break time to print something for myself. When I settle all my things is about the time finish break. In the end whole class still never come back. Than I slack around at classroom outside. I very blur today for lesson because last week I miss the lesson. After school I went to Student Senimar meeting around 5pm after school. Haiz.. My Lifeskill teacher will be one of the Teacher In-Charge. So boring. Seriously this year lesson all the teacher in charge I don't really like it. Especially the LifeSkill and SW teacher. The XP Teacher not that bad. I went to the meeting. There is a group of new guy join in the group. So the teacher in charge ask my teamate want to join which group. Most of us still choose Youth Enegery. But the Jan 09 intake they also taking that project so the teacher want us to drawn who will be another group. So we let the younger want take the Youth Enegery Project and I ask my teamate some of them went over to Youth Trek. So now Youth Trek team got 10 people. We don't bully the kids lah.
I very good want lor.. hehehe.. :)

We want together they also want together if lucky drawn sure cannot together as well we do Youth Trek. They are still young. Let them lor..

11th Jan 2009

2009-01-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today a lot of things happening.. Want to say must say from yesterday onwards. I yesterday was at English Department. But HOD for Textbook Department also the DM of the day put me at Textbook Department and I went to help up to pack that department. One of the Retail Assistant at English Department want me to help her for somethings. She want to to take out all the pop best seller. So I went to take out afterthat I went back to Text Department. In the afternoon I went with one of my Textbook Department Part time, the Retail Assistant from English Deparment and HOD for Stationary and talk about what happen the day. After that at night I don't know what happen. I think the Retail Assistant message to our Store Manager and talk about yesterday I went to textbook Department and my Store Manager sms today HOD and also my English Department sms and she ask me what happen yesterday. A lot of people know about this thing. I was so tired about this matter. I heard already I feel like quitting. I heard from one of the part timer just now that the HOD for TextBook Department and the English Department Retail Assistant they are not match together. Than A lot of things happening at our Popular outlet.

I don't know qhat to do now?????

:(

5th Jan 2009 School Reopen

2009-01-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today school reopen liao. Very busy in the morining liao.. Today I 8am already report for the Ice-Breaking. Really tired. Afternoon I still got rehershal. At first karate make me scared. Than suddenly said don't want to peform. I was shock. .Thanks god... Wednesday is the actual day for their concert. Make me worried only. That Vincent every thing blame us only. He tell me last mintues we told them got CCA RoadShow tomorow. Also can't push very thing to us right? IS managment last mintues changes. I also get information last friday from Mr. Christopher Liao only. What can I do?? But lucky teacher said everything. In the end they will be peroforming on Wednesday. Tomorow I still need to invovle in the road show from morning to afternoon. Going to miss lesson again.. So tired. I feel very sick and tired this few days. I today almost fever and now this not yet recover from score throat.
Very Very sick..

Cure myself..

1st January 2009

2009-01-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

Today 2009 already.. I so happy..A new year start. Hope everyting will be sucessfull in this year 2009.. Today very tired. Today I help cashier and also at English department. My leg also tired already.. Really feel like sleeping when working. Very tired today. Tomorow still got meeting at Singapore Post. My off day like no off day every time so busy lor.. Haiz...

31st December 2008

2008-12-31T23:03:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2008.. Going to 2009.. Yesterday never update my blog because my cousin using the computer until very late. Yesterday I help in the Cashier to do packing. Now I than I know why other people don't like that cashier. Yesterday I paid for the losting of customer exchange goods. I told that cashier to put a side,she dun listen to me. The item another customer take wrongly. Than I had to buy for it. Than today Mr. Leong morning do briefing there is a complain about me and that cashier said that we didn't serve her.
Today I at Textbook department. Today a every busy day. Hope today will be fine.. 2009 coming hope is a good year and will not get complain.. :)
Tomorow I will go help cahsier do packing again and I swear I will not that cashier. I will help another cahsier.

:)

2009 coming.. Happy New Year..

29th December 2008

2008-12-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

Going 2009 leh.. Today I went back to school in the morning for rehearshal but other CCA not here. So stay at student hub and do something important. After that I went to Ang Mo Kio and want to but my shirt for Chinese New Year and Shoe for my school and work. I know a bit early for buying. But buy before I spend my money off mah. hehee .. I cant find Shirt at Ang Mo Kio so I went to Bishan and buy. I brought 2 t- shirt and 2 Long Sleeve from G200 . Total 80 dollars plus. This is the 1st time I buy my own chinese New Year clothes and so expensive. All the best in my future bah.. :)

25th December 2008

2008-12-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

This year Christmas I first time recieve present. Yeterday Crystal my Supervior for English Department had given me a pen. Than today Lian give me Choclate. So nice... Once time and today also get my pay so I buy some present for Leong Kor Kor,Fadillah,Xue Huan,Xin Yee,Xiang Yun and aunty christmas prestrent. The rest of the money I need to buy my New Year Clothes liao.. That all .. Nites..

10th December 2008

2008-12-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

I today look bus 59 from my aunty market there to Toa Payoh Enterntaniment the bus stop over there and change bus 159 to work. While I waiting for bus 159. I took my wallet out and when the bus came I took the bus. When I was at the bus there is one aunty saw my wallet. Than I press the bell alight at the next bus stop. I ran back back to the bus stop and search for my wallet and I couldn't find. So I ask people around wheter got see my wallet. A Lady told me there are 2 boys saw it and took it and take bus88. I thougtht they will return it. I go make an police report and waste about 30 mintues at there and after that I went to work. Lucky my e-z link card with me and also $4 with me. So today I eat in the afternoon but didn't eat at night. But when I reach home my aunty told me one uncle had return my IC and POSB card to my father than I happy again. If not now I still every sad actually. Thanks to the god that had help me.

14th November 2008

2008-11-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyo.. Today my birthday!!! Happy Birthday to myself first. Tday my birthday. Elijah still want to said bad news to me. Sad Sad.. He today told me that he don't want to let us use the office next year. All Zhi Xiang lah. If he do this himself andknow how to do right things sure can go in de. Elijah said that worried Zhi Xiang will use the room and play game than go class don't even SRC. I really really sad. I thought next year onwards can use Student Hub office do project. But now Elijah also don't let us use. Zhi Xiang too depend on people liao. If he next time let Sabariah and I do things only. I will sure leave SC and I don't care whatever GPA. I will sure leave if he going to do that to me. So many event coming up,if he every event tell Sabariah or me help him do things I sure scold him want. I don't care he is my President or what. I will just scold him. He told he got Edward help him I also don't care.
Don't think lah... Anyway,today I go watch movie with one fo tang people and my ticket is buy get 1 free.. lol.. That fo tang people give me a small cake and a small present. I really really touch. LOL .. Too happy liao.. My Birthday like that sure happy de.. Than go home I go Packet food and eat my dinner.. thats all..

My 17th Birthday how I spend is only like that..

10th November 2008

2008-11-10T15:39:00.003+08:00

Long time never update my blog leh.. But when now I update I feel sad.. There are a lot of things happing this few days or this few weeks.. I that day I really don't know what post I want as an Ex-Co members even Mr. Nasir tell me to be the President of Student Council I actually also don't even like taking it up.. But now I want the post... Last friday Edward they all talking about someone became the P or VP but in the end I get angry. I contribute so much if I really get nothing I really really sad.. I now confidence to be the President but now Principal and Management want Study good and etc.. Than tomorow I have to go for Principal interview.Shah and Zhi Xiang also going. Now really up to principal to decide.. If I fail and I going to be Edward Asst Treasure I as well dun do anything. I really tired.. So many people support me inculiding Mr.Nasir and Elijah. Now I already want to give it a try.. Now give me this type of answer.. I really pissed off.. Do so much also no use. Never mind if can't get post I wwant. I will focus on my study and work not SC anymore.. Give me such a bad memories in SC why should I do this..
I will quit once everything confirm.. Is really a hard time for me at SC. Should I even give a try in President post.. Its really diffcult that 4pointer also go for interview. Why principal only see the result but not the contribution? ?If Principal can see it is rather better. I really don't think the 2 4pointer will do their job lor. Its really hard time for me if really got such a Presdient or Vice.. Hope everything will go fine tomorow..

18th October 2008!!!!!!

2008-10-18T23:18:00.003+08:00

Today get up so early no lesson somemore. But not bad,I went to school to see Wushu Competition orangise by our school Wushu student. we do usher and watch their competition it was very nice. I saw one of the dao chang people as well. I don't know why he keep hiting himself also not pain.. Lol. at the last event our school wushu music suddenly cant play but they still play until very nice. Really happy to see them get 1st in at event. Than we ask wushu coach wheter can give us their shirt,he really give it to us.. lol.. We also so happy. Elijah today told me to make a clot or jacket for our student council before the exco stepdown...I hope the design and very thing will go perfect. I very stress. Have to design such a jacket.. :(

I will do my best..

:)

12 October 2008

2008-10-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

Tomorow school reopen liao. Tomorow I am a busy guy I hope I my aunty will listen to me for VE. I really really don't know why she just can't listen to me. Its really really sad even my father this morning call my aunty that she scared I get cheat by VE. But I believe in Ve because I know I bad in study maybe business is the place I can aim too. I really hope she will support me and hope she really will listen to me or even Mr.Eric. Really really hope that will come true.. If she believe in me and I will do my best in this business.. If she really really believe me. Outside jobs really really I can't take it. I think only business can let me sucess or something. I really want to do and show the result. I really hope my aunty will support me and even my father will supprt me in my this carrer. I really hope that will happen in these days. I good at nothing,even I really hat retails now. I work at here its just because I want earn money to let myself buy what I want. I don't want everything my aunty and father pay for me as they face a lot of money problem. I really want to sucess in this business..

I really hope someone believe in this carrer.. I really hope that will happen in somehow.. If thats happen. I will do my best in my study even Student Council and in this company. If she really believe me. I really will do my best in all the thing that I promise her but she really willing to believe me. I promise that I will do it..

11th October 2008

2008-10-11T19:52:00.003+08:00

I very very sad. My aunty call my father today and tell him a lot of bad things until my father don't want buy already. My contact list people all under my aunty control. If I going to call them sure no one buy. I really dun know what to do. I want my SE but now I really don't know how? Yetserday Mr.Eric they all so happy about it inculde myself. Now I don't even know what to do??
Why whatever I do my aunty they can't believe me.. why ???

I really don't know what t do??

For some how. I really hope people around me can trust me.. I know its diffcult at this carrer a lot of people said can't do it. But I really want a try..

I really family and friends trust in whatever I do. I must prove to them that I can do it. But how?

I really happy that I got such a good BM like Mr. Eric but I also really need friends and family support. If not what whould I do ??? I really really don't know what to do ???

10th October 2008

2008-10-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

I just came home. I know update too late for yesterday. I went to school and return the things to the school aunty. Than I went to comapny with Mawi,Vincent and Aisyah for their training and I am doing for my 1st Client which I called backhome my aunty sleeping so I didn't tell her and I call home to my parent there,lucky he allowed me to bring Mr. Eric and Elias back and my father did brought from me and said will pay the money when end of this month. Lucky my father support me and I am happy that I can promote to SE liao. Jason actually want to help me talk to my parent but eventually he can't so Mr. Eric go over. I am very happy even Jason going to help me. I will do my best in this place and get my ME by end of this year. Cheers.. All the best to myself..

9 October 2008(SC Outing to Sentosa)

2008-10-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

Today was very sucessful in this outing. I really happy about this event even only 20+ people come but I really grateful that than enjoy the games. I really want to thanks for committee members who had help me. If dun have them this will not be a sucessful event. I really tired for today. I was shock today for the general meting because today I promoted to vice-chairman for student well being.. I really happy to get that.May or may not to be the exco committee. But I can't be the Ex-Co I will be sad too..Maybe I do something rong or I don't the leadership thing. No matter what I will do my best in next SC event. That is the Mega event @ Simei ITE.. Hope itwill be sucessful thing again..
Really really tired..

8th October 2008

2008-10-08T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today I went back to school for planing tomorow Sentosa outing.. Very stress But we went down to plan the thing at Sentosa as well.. Hope tomorow will go good.. Zhi Xiang already cant come I really really hope Wei Jian will be coming I was going to hell soon.. Yesterday I sms a lot of them about this event.. Hope they will back tomorow bah.. I really hope so.. Its really stress to plan this event.. Tomorow also got general meeting I really don't know who will be the next president. Now work and study even somemore got CCA make me stress.. Hope I will do my best in whatever I do..

Hope to hear good news tomorow..

07 October 2008

2008-10-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today finally complete my 2nd Day training.. I had a talk with Mr.Eric. He talk to me a lot about people real life. I am very happy to talk to him. Mr. Zhi Tao,Mr.Eric and all the other manager are all my learning points.. I am very gald and happy I had this type of manager.. Elias today take me for the training.. Maybe this coming thursday I am going to company for the first customer. I am very scared but I will do my best I want to be 2nd Mr Zhi Tao but just joking. I will do best and serioulsy in this carrer.. I will do my best..

Today morning I meet elijah to go for training when I meet him I heard one good news final our proposal had been approved.. Finally all the hardwork we had done fianlly approve.. I really really happy.. I will do my best is this event..

All the best..

Dicky.. You can do it...

3 October 2008

2008-10-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

This few day too tired to update my blog.. It was because I went for Company training at MDIS.I working @ Venture Era. Actuall today should be my real 2nd training but end up I went to do survery for the com[any.. At first I very ps.. But after that I find people only 1 boy help me do survery. Than went back for company updates... I think I school reopen than go 2nd day training bah.. Busy with upcoming Student Coucil outing for next thursday as well.. very tired.. Stress as well it was because next thursday after the otuing there is one General Meeting for the year 2 step down and we step up.. Don't know who the next Ex-Co also.. stress!!! I hope afer my school reopen that 2nd day training I hope I can get my 1st cilent asap.. I really want the money to buy things for myself.. My aunty don't beilive me I can at this company because this few day I stay day for training for so long.. She said I sure can't do it. My uncle said that too.. I only believe in myself.. Before I go NS I will sure must get at least SE to let them see and I can dobetter than my that 2 cousin.. They also change job and now they also don't want to find job as well.. I will sure do my best train my Personal Skill as well. I sure can do it.. I want to do my best too.. I really better I got such a good BGM and up- line Elijah also my Student Council senior. I really happy that he give me this job. I will do my best... This few day I play acrade with him and D Wee as well.. I really want to thanks them to help me find such a good job.. Even my classmate,Jason, also in this company to bad for him because he said he do not know my number and want to call me for the job but too bad that Elijah now call me for that now I also under a good company.. Thats all for today!!!!

19th September 2008

2008-09-19T13:25:00.003+08:00

Today came to school 1st thing I heard is "There is a test for babu" Sian sia... I was so tired. Today last day of school babu also don't want to give chance. A lot of people also never come to school we also never study. He alway said the same thing. "I had teach u all already so you all should know after each chapter got 1 test." He said this word like not borning like that. Yesterday we also told him to give us the question paper for his previous test he said can't print is important. As well he said he is a scary cat. The pass year paper said the something. He give us a PDF format want than some of the student no have PDF format. How he want us to study.
He just an idiot and also a scary cat.

18th September 2008

2008-09-18T08:13:00.003+08:00

When I got to school get lecture by Mr. Babu the IT Teacher. I just got back the result for his class test take time I took. I fail by 5 marks also get lecture by him.. Sian.. As a class rap I fail get lecture like hell.. Very stress.. This is what he told the whole class.. "Yu Xian also can score better than you all he get 14/30.. Even De Ming also fail sad for him.. A 4 pointer also fail. But Mr.Babu said that he will give another test on Chapter 1 - 8 again after school reopen. Nvm later I have Mdm Lee DC Pratical Test. Hope I could pass . I really want to pass but don't know why I just can't. I went to student hub before test to type the propsal very tired.. After I went to take Mdm Lee DC test then I went back to student hub continue the proposal very tired.. After typing the proposal I went home then go out eat steam boat with all xiao ban JDY.

13 September 2008

2008-09-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

Today lucky Kelvin sms me at 10 am I wake up late.. Today go to newton with Qain Er aunty to let the expert teach us how to mkae nallon animals.. I don't need because I went tere they told me I am the want who are going to to the Birthday boy for the show just to give the kids balloon. But I wait for Kelvin they all to learn how to make the balloon.. It was like very fun.. lol.. Than I went Xiang Yun house after that to give her some song and take some song from her as well .. :)
After that when I came back home.. I had quarrell with my aunty I just tell my elders cousin about she never help me top up my hp and she heard it and she scolded me.. She said that only she working to support the family and her 2 son cant find job and not easy to find that's why she cant top up for me.. Actually her son that time found work already is he dun want work there mah.. I really tired.. Monday I going back to class want to tell Mr. Babu my Class Adviors that I don't want to be Class Rap already... Going to tell Elijah I want to quit Student Council as well.. I hope to go work during holiday to support myself..

A Tired Day @ Sentosa

2008-09-12T22:31:00.008+08:00

Today there is Mr. Babu our IT class teacher he teach I almost sleep. Damn borning.. zzzz.. But lucky after that I went down to student hub and find elijah they all to go sentosa for the planing.. We went there together with Elijah,Wei Siang,Yasir,Mawi,Roy and Me and we do some research on the place at Sentosa for Chanlet.. It was damn tired if actual memeber have to go there and walk up the slop. They sure will complain.. The people in-charge said that we need to book asap because the place over ther was already book on the 2nd day that we plan.. If the managment approve and than book the chanlet we also no time.. So I hope next meting the committee memebers will change their mind instead we go outing or BBQ.. Than after we look at the place.. We went off to Habour Front macdonals to eat and do some stuff.. At aroung 7.40pm than I reach house downstair to give her my thumbdrive to put Xiang Yun than I came home and eat.. Hope Monday everything will be fine.. Thats for the day:)

11th September 2008

2008-09-12T08:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I didn't update because I scolded by my aunty I doing my Chanlet Proposal and email my class something than she talk to me I listen while doing she scolded me so I switch off my computer and I didn't email my class the document yet.. It was a tired day as well for me.. The day before Singapore Children Society treat us a show call Mamamina It was nice. The show start st 9pm than 11 + reach home tired yesterday didn't sleep well.Somemore yesterday was a tired day for me.. I morning after breakfast than never eat liao.. I was busy.. When lunch time I wnet to student hub and dicuss the Chanlet proposal with Vincent.. Than after my class test I go down again and settle the thing.. Until 5+ 6 I went home and I went home home tired already.. I know yesterday didn't go the meeting yeterday in the moning with them because of lesson I herad the meeting was terrible.. But I do rehershal for next week meeting already.. Later I will go Sentosa with them and plan which bunk to let them sleep.. Busy this few day I think going sick soon .. I very tired need panadol and medical oil..
At Night yesterday Carelefare aunty call me tomorow go down T.P.Inerchange and next saturday not sure sure at where need to act as a clow.. Than I will get 2 day $$.. Thats good for me because I can top up my hi card as well..

Tired Day and Hopless day

2008-09-09T22:50:00.004+08:00

Today morning I went to Meeting for the Chanlet thing by Student Coucil. I am the Asst. Overall I/C.. Very busy.. I actually well prepare dun know why suddenly during I brief them my briefing suck like hell ..

I reach home at 7pm. I dun know is this a place I stay in .. Why whatever I do is wrong.. The telephone also not I make spoil want also kana scold.. I really tired of it.. Is this a pace I live in??

I really really tired..
I want to scream.. I really want to go out.. I finding work on to avoid helping my aunty at shop during holiday for 3 weeks.. I really cant take it already.. I have to her at home.. Than had to face her at her shop.. Really really cant take it.. I hope I really can shut my eye and dun get up forever,, I really want to cry and and scream.. Actually I thought I can smile everyday but I dun think so already.. I really hopeless.. am I ??

I really cant take it..

Life Sux..

2008-08-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

I really Life.. What life means to me?? It really sick and tired of it..
Whatever I do its wrong but my younger cousin do nothing my aunty also never said anything.. I really really tired... Feel like close my eyes and dun get up again.. Really really stressful for me.. I really do my best already.. I only take $$ from my aunty for school than I never ask her extra $$ at all.. My HP $$ I now top up myself .. I try to earn $$ and save myself.. What do they want now?? I really sick and tired.. Can I know I should do??

Tell me an answer ..

Really sick and tired.. Life to me are just meaningless..

:( :( I really hate that!!!!!!

Busy Boy!! Teacher bad!

2008-07-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Mr. Babu this few days keep nag at me about the class atteandance. He thought I free arh?? Tell me call them and talk to them..
I also so busy... I tell him to do things he so irresponbility.. Ask him for class updated no and email address to email me so I contact them easier .. In the end he never give me and dun even reply my message.. I very busy sia.. Tell him do things also like that.. Last time also like that lor.. I ask him to email me asap for urgent in the end .. Never email me.. Tell me do things so easy..

Really Tired sia..

Next time dun care him liao..He also like that de....

Now dun like his lesson.. Only Student Hub and Fo Tang is my home.. I can trust!!
He cant be trusted.. inculded my family member..

Should I tell lies instead??

2008-07-21T18:38:00.001+08:00

Should I even tell lies !! Today I no school actually want to tell lies my aunty that I got school so I dun need to help her at the stall.. But xinyee told me a lot also I dun want to said lies.. So I never her the lies.. I say no school help her.. But in the end I get scolded after I help her...
Is it fair?? My cousin today morning use computer for 4-5hours. Than when I use computer in the morning he will complain.. Why the hell is like that sia.. I really cant tae it anymore.. I now use computer the friendster hang keep got problem.. Than now cant use.. If like that problem go to my to my that cousin he will complain to my aunty.. Than said that I use until got problem.. ow I got problem. Can I even complain?? The answer is No.. Thats why I really cant take it at home..

I really really stress!!!

Should I tell lies instead!!

2008-07-21T18:38:00.000+08:00