30th June 2009

Today I help my aunty in the morning. Than at night want to meet Lawrence to go bai yang meet at Toa Payoh. Than I reliase my Wallet suddenly lost. We went eat leh than go find I still cant find the wallet. I feel very sad. I really hope my wallet can be found. I want to make police report after that but than it was close. So tomorow have to go to make report of lost item. Haiz. But I went the funeral feel very sad. Cox Lin Tz saw him last year at hostipal than now pass away. Feel that life really short. Hope I can do and liao yuan more in this long path. Hope lmcb..

23th June 2009

Today I wake up every late. 12 plus than wake up and go help aunty. After that 3 plus I came back to do house work first. Use computer and went over to Hong Tz Fo tang for Zhong Xin Lun Liu. The dao yi was amazing. I almost cry because the dao yi talk a lot that link to me. I really feel like giving up this few day. After I heard today dao yi. I felt very happy and change my thinking. Haiz..
Yesterday think for so long. I give that guy one more chance. I think that because when I in trouble that time he help me a lot. So I decide to give him a chance. Maybe whatever I owe him now pay back already..

Haiz..

21st June 2009

Today finally can take photo for zhuang yuan shai already. So happy. Today afternoon want to wait for bus than bus go already. Than go myself to tian guo. After the photo taking go out with one dao zhong friend to bugis and buy jing bei than after that go eat. We went to tian tian wu eat also the dessert at Bishan.. After so much I really feel that I cant do well. Everybody I do my best already. But how can I liar to my Preisdent and do those things. I told Zhi Xiang about returning the key he was shock. But I really think I shouldnt do this. I hope everything will go past.
History cant change. But I am not helping in Anything. I really too uselss already.. Sianz..

20th June 2009

16th to 18th June is our Student Council Camp. I really sad when starting because we target 100+ people to come than in the end only 50+ came. I find that I cant plan things.
3 days I didnt sleep. I have cried in the camp and no ones knows. I really sad. Especially I know I shouldnt help the Student Council member. He at camp scold my Games Committee. I really don't know what to do.
When the 1st half of the day I really hope my President can come back from NUS ASAP.. I really tired and scared. I find that I really useless.. I really fell like giving up. My games committee really hate him now and me too. But the Camp there is one member said want to sing song for me. Than I never go the sing a long session because I too tired to go. But I hoope I can heard that. I really feel like giving up..